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Meditations for the Month of May,
for the House of the Divine Will.
May 6, 1930 - Luisa Piccarreta
Fiat!!!
J.M.J.
Maternal Appeal of the Queen of Heaven
Dearest child, I feel the irresistible need to descend from Heaven to
make you my maternal visits. If you assure Me of your filial love and
faithfulness, I will remain always with you in your soul, to be your
teacher, model, example and most tender Mother.
I come to invite you to enter into the Kingdom of your Mama – that is,
the Kingdom of the Divine Will; and I knock at the door of your heart,
that you may open it to Me. You know? With my own hands I bring you
this book as gift; I offer it to you with maternal care, so that, in
your turn, in reading it, you may learn to live of Heaven and no longer
of earth.
This book is of gold, my child. It will form your spiritual fortune,
your happiness, also terrestrial. In it you will find the fount of all
goods: if you are weak, you will acquire strength; if you are tempted,
you will achieve victory; if you have fallen into sin, you will find the
pitying and powerful hand that will lift you up again. If you feel
afflicted, you will find comfort; if cold, the sure means to get warm;
if hungry, you will enjoy the delicious food of the Divine Will. With
it you will lack nothing; you will no longer be alone, because your Mama
will keep you sweet company, and with Her every maternal care She will
take on the commitment of making you happy. I, the Celestial Empress,
will take care of all your needs, provided that you consent to live
united with Me.
If you knew my yearnings, my ardent sighs, and also the tears I shed for
my children…! If you knew how I burn with the desire that you listen to
my lessons, all of Heaven, and learn to live of Divine Will…!
In this book you will see wonders; you will find a Mama who loves you so
much as to sacrifice Her own beloved Son for you, in order to allow you
to live of that same life of which She lived upon earth.
O please! do not give Me this sorrow – do not reject Me. Accept this
gift of Heaven that I am bringing you; welcome my visit, my lessons.
Know that I will go throughout the whole world; I will go to each
individual, to all families, to religious communities, to every nation,
to all peoples, and, if needed, I will go around for entire centuries
until, as Queen, I have formed my people, and, as Mother, my children,
who would know the Divine Will and let It reign everywhere.
Here is the purpose of this book explained to you. Those who will
welcome it with love will be the first fortunate children who will
belong to the Kingdom of the Divine Fiat; and I, with gold characters,
will write their names in my maternal Heart.
See, my child, that same infinite love of God which, in Redemption,
wanted to use Me in order to make the Eternal Word descend upon earth,
is now calling Me into the field once again, entrusting to Me the
difficult task, the sublime mandate of forming on earth the children of
the Kingdom of His Divine Will. Therefore, with maternal care I set to
work, and I prepare for you the way which will lead you to this happy
Kingdom. For this purpose I will give you sublime and celestial lessons
and, finally, I will teach you special and new prayers, through which
you will commit the heavens, the sun, the Creation, my very life and
that of my Son, and all the acts of the Saints, so that, in your name,
they may impetrate the adorable Kingdom of the Divine Will. These
prayers are the most powerful, because they bind the very divine
operating. By means of them, God will feel disarmed and conquered by
the creature. Confident of this help, you will hasten the coming of His
most happy Kingdom, and, with Me, you will obtain that the Divine Will
be done on earth as It is in Heaven, according to the desire of the
Divine Master.
Courage, my child – make Me content, and I will bless you.
Prayer to the Celestial Queen for each day of the month of May
Immaculate Queen, my Celestial Mother, I come onto your maternal knees
to abandon myself in your arms as your dear child, and to ask of You,
with the most ardent sighs, in this month consecrated to You, the
greatest of graces: that You admit me to live in the Kingdom of the
Divine Will.
Holy Mama, You who are the Queen of this Kingdom, admit me to live in It
as your child, that It may no longer be deserted, but populated by your
children. Therefore, Sovereign Queen, I entrust myself to You, that You
may lead my steps in the Kingdom of the Divine Will; and as I cling to
your maternal hand, You will lead all my being to live perennial life in
the Divine Will. You will be my Mama, and to You, as my Mama, I deliver
my will, that You may exchange it with the Divine Will, and so I may be
sure I will not go out of Its Kingdom. Therefore I pray You to illumine
me in order to make me comprehend what ‘Will
of God’ means. (Hail
Mary)
Little Sacrifice of the Month:
Each morning, midday and night – three times a day – let us go onto the
knees of our Celestial Mama, and say to Her: “My Mama, I love You; and
You – love me, and give a sip of Divine Will to my soul. Give me your
blessing, that I may do all of my actions under your maternal gaze.
Day One
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
The First Step of the Divine Will in the Immaculate Conception
of the Celestial Mama.
The soul to her Immaculate Queen:
Here I am, O most sweet Mama, prostrate before You. Today is the first
day of the month of May, consecrated to You, in which all your children
want to offer You their little flowers to prove to You their love, and
to bind your love to love them; and I see You as though descending from
the Celestial Fatherland, attended by angelic cohorts, to receive the
beautiful roses, the humble violets, the chaste lilies of your children,
and requite them with your smiles of love, your graces and blessings.
And pressing the gifts of your children to your maternal womb, You bring
them with You to Heaven, to keep them as pledges and crowns for the
moment of their death.
Celestial Mama, in the midst of many, I, who am the littlest, the
neediest of your children, want to come up onto your maternal lap, to
bring You, not flowers and roses, but a sun each day. But the Mama must
help her child, giving me her lessons of Heaven, to teach me how to form
these divine suns, that I may give You the most beautiful homage and the
most pure love. Dear Mama, You have understood what your child wants:
I want to be taught by You how to live of Divine Will. And I,
transforming my acts and all of myself into Divine Will according to
your teachings, each day, will bring You, onto your lap, all my acts
changed into suns.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Blessed child, your prayer wounded my maternal Heart, and as it draws Me
from Heaven, I am already close to my child, to give her my lessons, all
of Heaven.
Look at Me, dear child: thousands of Angels surround Me and, reverent,
are all in waiting, to hear Me speak of that Divine Fiat whose fount I
possess, more than anyone; I know Its admirable secrets, Its infinite
joys, Its indescribable happiness and Its incalculable value. To hear
my child calling Me, because she wants my lessons on the Divine Will, is
the greatest feast for Me – the purest joy; and if you listen to my
lessons, I will call Myself fortunate to be your Mama. Oh! how I yearn
to have a child who wants to live only of Divine Will. Tell Me, O
child, will you make Me content? Will you give Me your heart, your
will, all of yourself, into my maternal hands, that I may prepare you,
dispose you, fortify you, empty you of everything, so as to be able to
fill you completely with the light of the Divine Will, and form in you
Its Divine Life? Place your head upon the Heart of your Celestial Mama,
and be attentive in listening to Me, so that my sublime lessons may make
you decide never to do your will, but always that of God.
My child, listen to Me: it is my maternal Heart that loves you very
much, and wants to pour Itself upon you. Know that I have you here,
inscribed in my Heart, and that I love you as my true child. But I feel
a sorrow, because I do not see you as similar to your Mama. Do you know
what renders us dissimilar? Ah! It is your will that takes away from
you the freshness of grace, the beauty that enamors your Creator, the
strength that conquers and bears everything, the love that consumes
everything. In sum, it is not that Will which animates your Celestial
Mama.
You must know that I knew my human will only to keep it sacrificed in
homage to my Creator. My life was all of Divine Will; from the first
instant of my Conception, I was molded, warmed and placed into Its
light, which purified my human seed with Its power, in such a way that I
was conceived without original sin. Therefore, if my Conception was
spotless and so glorious as to form the honor of the Divine Family, it
was only because the Omnipotent Fiat poured Itself upon my seed, and I
was conceived pure and holy. So, if the Divine Will had not poured
Itself upon my seed more than a tender mother, in order to prevent the
effects of original sin, I would have encountered the sad destiny of the
other creatures, of being conceived with original sin. Therefore, the
primary cause was, entirely, the Divine Will; to It be honor, glory,
thanksgiving, for my having been conceived without original sin.
Now, child of my Heart, listen to your Mama: banish your human will;
content yourself with dying rather than concede to it one act of life.
Your Celestial Mama would have been content with dying thousands and
thousands of times, rather than do one single act of my will; don’t you
want to imitate Me? Ah! If you keep it sacrificed in honor of your
Creator, the Divine Will will take the first step in your soul, and you
will feel molded with a celestial aura, purified and warmed, in such a
way as to feel the seeds of your passions being annihilated; and you
will feel placed in the first steps of the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Therefore, be attentive; if you are faithful in listening to Me, I will
guide you, I will lead you by the hand along the interminable ways of
the Divine Fiat; I will keep you sheltered under my blue mantel, and you
will be my honor, my glory, my victory and yours.
The soul:
Immaculate Virgin, take me on your maternal knees, and be my mama. With
your holy hands, take possession of my will; purify it, mold it, warm it
by the touch of your maternal fingers. Teach me to live only of Divine
Will.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, from the morning, and in all your actions, you will
place your will into my hands, saying to Me: “My Mama, You Yourself
offer the sacrifice of my will to my Creator.”
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My Mama, enclose the Divine Will in my soul, that It may take Its first
place, and form in it Its throne and Its dwelling.
Day Two
The Second Step of the Divine Will in the Queen of Heaven. The
First Smile of the Sacrosanct Trinity over Her Immaculate Conception.
The soul:
Here I am again upon your maternal knees, to listen to your lessons.
Celestial Mama, this poor child entrusts herself to your power. I am
too poor, I know; but I know that You love me as a Mama, and this is
enough for me to fling myself into your arms, that You may have
compassion for me; and opening the ears of my heart, You will let me
hear your most sweet voice, to give me your sublime lessons. You, Holy
Mama, will purify my heart by the touch of your maternal fingers, that I
may enclose in it the celestial dew of your celestial teachings.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My child, listen to Me: if you knew how much I love you, you would
trust your Mama more, and would let not even a word of mine escape you.
You must know that I not only keep you inscribed in my Heart, but inside
this Heart I have a maternal fiber that, more than Mother, makes me love
my child. Therefore, I want to let you hear the great prodigy that the
Supreme Fiat operated in Me, so that you, by imitating Me, may give Me
the great honor of being my daughter-queen. How my Heart, drowned in
love, yearns to have around Me the noble cohort of my little queens.
So, listen to Me, my beloved child. As soon as the Divine Fiat poured
Itself over my human seed in order to prevent the sad effects of sin,
the Divinity smiled, It put Itself in feast in seeing, in my seed, that
human seed, pure and holy, just as it came out of Their creative hands
in the creation of man. So, the Divine Fiat took the second step in Me,
by carrying this human seed of mine, purified and sanctified by It,
before the Divinity, that It might pour out in torrents upon my
littleness in the act of being conceived. And the Divinity, recognizing
in Me Their creative work, beautiful and pure, smiled with satisfaction,
and wanting to celebrate Me, the Celestial Father poured upon Me seas of
power; the Son, seas of wisdom; the Holy Spirit, seas of love. So I was
conceived in the interminable light of the Divine Will; and in the midst
of these divine seas, as my littleness could not contain them, I formed
gigantic waves, to send them back as homage of love and glory to the
Father, to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
And the Trinity was all eyes upon Me; and so as not to be surpassed by
Me in love, smiling at Me and caressing Me, sent Me more seas, which
embellished Me so much, that as soon as my little humanity was formed, I
acquired the enrapturing virtue of enrapturing my Creator. And He truly
let Himself be enraptured; so much so, that between Me and God it was
always feast. We denied nothing to each other – I never denied anything
to Them, nor did They. But do you know who animated Me with this
enrapturing power? The Divine Will, which reigned in Me as life. The
power of the Supreme Being was mine, and therefore We had equal power to
enrapture each other.
Now, my child, listen to your Mama: know that I love you very much, and
would like to see your soul filled with my same seas. These seas of
mine are swollen, and want to pour themselves out; but in order for them
to do this, you must empty yourself of your will, so that the Divine
Will may take the second step over you, and constituting Itself as
origin of life in your soul, It may call the attention of the Celestial
Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, to pour Themselves upon you
with Their overflowing seas. But in order to do this, They want to find
Their own Will in you, because They do not want to entrust Their seas of
power, of wisdom and of unspeakable beauty to your human will
Child most dear to Me, listen to your Mama; place your hand upon your
heart and tell Me your secrets: how many times have you been unhappy,
tortured, embittered, because you have done your will? Know that you
have cast a Divine Will out, and have fallen into the maze of evils.
The Divine Will wanted to render you pure and holy, happy and beautiful
of an enchanting beauty; and you, by doing your own will, have waged war
against It, and, in sorrow, you have cast It out of Its dear dwelling,
which is your soul.
Listen, child of my Heart, this is a sorrow for your Mama, as I do not
see in you the Sun of the Divine Fiat, but the thick darkness of the
night of your human will. But, take courage; if you promise Me to place
your will into my hands, I, your Celestial Mama, will take you in my
arms; I will place you on my knees, and will reorder in you the life of
the Divine Will. And so you too, after so many tears, will form my
smile, my feast, and the smile and the feast of the Sacrosanct Trinity.
The soul:
Celestial Mama, if You love me so much, I pray You not to allow me to
come down from your maternal knees; and as soon as You see that I am
about to do my will, watch over my poor soul, and enclosing me in your
Heart, let the power of your love burn up my will. In this way, I will
change your tears into smiles of delight.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, as many as three times you will come up on my knees,
delivering your will to Me, saying to Me: “My Mama, I want this will of
mine to be yours, that You may exchange it with the Divine Will.”
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Sovereign Queen, with your divine empire, knock down my will, so that
the seed of the Divine Will may spring up within me.
Day Three
The Third Step of the Divine Will in the Queen of Heaven.
The Smile of all Creation for the Conception of the Celestial
Baby.
The soul to the Virgin:
Sovereign Mama, this little child of yours, enraptured by your celestial
lessons, feels the extreme need to come each day upon your maternal
knees, to listen to You and to place your maternal teachings into my
heart. Your love, your sweet accent, your pressing me to your Heart, in
your arms, infuse courage in me, and the confidence that my Mama will
give me the great grace of making me comprehend the great evil of my
will, to make me live of Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My child, listen to Me; it is a heart of mother that speaks to you, and
as I see that you want to listen to Me, my Heart rejoices and feels the
sure hope that my child will take possession of the Kingdom of the
Divine Will, which I possess within my maternal Heart, to give It to my
children. Therefore, be attentive in listening to Me, and write all my
words within your heart, that you may always meditate on them, and model
your life according to my teachings.
Listen, my child: as soon as the Divinity smiled and celebrated my
Conception, the Supreme Fiat took the third step over my little
humanity. Tiny, tiny as I was, It endowed Me with divine reason; and
moving all Creation in feast, It made Me be recognized by all created
things as their Queen. They recognized in Me the life of the Divine
Will, and the whole universe prostrated itself at my feet, though I was
tiny and not yet born. And singing my praises, the sun made feast for
Me and smiled with its light; the heavens made feast for Me with their
stars, which smiled at Me with their meek and sweet twinkling and
offered themselves as refulgent crown over my head; the sea made feast
for Me with its waves, rising and falling peacefully. In sum, there was
not one created thing that did not unite itself to the smile and to the
feast of the Sacrosanct Trinity. All accepted my dominion, my rule, my
command, and they felt honored because, after so many centuries from the
time in which Adam had lost the command and the dominion of king by
withdrawing from the Divine Will, they found in Me their Queen; and all
Creation proclaimed Me Queen of Heaven and earth.
My dear child, you must know that when the Divine Will reigns in the
soul, It does not know how to do small things – but great. It wants to
centralize all of Its divine prerogatives in the fortunate creature, and
everything that came out of Its Omnipotent Fiat surrounds her and
remains obedient to her wishes. What did the Divine Fiat not give to
Me? It gave Me everything – Heaven and earth were in my power; I felt
dominator of all, and even of my very Creator.
Now, my child, listen to your Mama. Oh! how my Heart grieves in seeing
you weak, poor; nor do you have the true dominion of dominating
yourself. Fears, doubts, apprehensions, are the things that dominate
you – all miserable rags of your human will. But do you know why?
Because the life of the Divine Will, intact, is missing in you, which,
putting to flight all the evils of the human will, may render you happy
and fill you with all the goods It possesses.
Ah! if you, with a firm resolution, decide no longer to give life to
your human will, you will feel all evils die, and all goods come back to
life within you. And then everything will smile at you, and the Divine
Will will take the third step, also in you, and all Creation will make
feast for the newly arrived in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Therefore, my child, tell Me – will you listen to Me? Do you give Me
your word that you will never – never again do your will? Know that if
you do this, I will never leave you, I will place Myself as guardian of
your soul; I will envelope you within my light, so that no one may dare
to importune my child. I will give you my rule, that you may rule over
all the evils of your will.
The soul:
Celestial Mama, your lessons descend into my heart and fill it with
celestial balm. I thank You for lowering Yourself so much toward me,
poor little one. But listen, O my Mama – I fear myself; but if You
want, You can do anything, and with You, I can do anything. I abandon
myself like a little baby in the arms of my Mama, and I am certain that
I will satisfy Her maternal yearnings.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will look at the heavens, the sun, the earth,
and uniting yourself with all, as many as three times, you will recite
three Glory Be’s in
order to thank God for having constituted Me Queen of all.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Powerful Queen, dominate over my will, to convert it into Divine Will.
Day Four
The Fourth Step of the Divine Will in the Queen of Heaven.
The Test.
The soul to the Virgin:
Here I am again, on the maternal knees of my dear Celestial Mama. My
heart beats so very strongly. I am restless with love for the desire to
hear your beautiful lessons; therefore, give me your hand and take me in
your arms. In your arms I spend moments ofParadise– I feel happy. Oh,
how I yearn to hear your voice – a new life descends into my heart.
Therefore, speak to me, and I promise to put your holy teachings into
practice.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My child, if you knew how much I love to hold you tightly in my arms,
leaning on my maternal Heart, to let you hear the celestial secrets of
the Divine Fiat…. And if you yearn so much to listen to Me, those are
my yearnings that echo in your heart; it is your Mama that wants her
child, and wants to entrust Her secrets to her, and narrate to you the
story of what the Divine Will operated in Me.
Child of my Heart, pay attention to Me; it is my Heart of Mother that
wants to pour Itself out with her child. I want to tell you my secrets
which, until now, have not been revealed to anyone, because the hour of
God had not yet sounded, in which, wanting to bestow surprising graces
upon creatures, which He has not conceded in the whole history of the
world, He wants to make known the prodigies of the Divine Fiat – what It
can operate in the creature, if she lets herself be dominated by It.
And this is why He wants to place Me in the sight of all, as model,
since I had the great honor of forming my whole life of Divine Will.
Now, my child, know that as soon as I was conceived and put the Divinity
in feast, Heaven and earth made feast for Me, and recognized Me as their
Queen. I remained so identified with my Creator, that I felt Myself as
the owner in the divine dominions. I did not know what separation from
my Creator was; that same Divine Will which reigned in Me, reigned in
Them, and rendered Us inseparable. And while everything was smile and
feast between Me and Them, I could see that They could not trust Me if
They did not receive a proof. My child, the test is the flag that says
victory; the test places all the goods that God wants to give us in
safekeeping; the test matures and disposes the soul for gains of great
conquests. And I too saw the necessity of this test, because I wanted
to give proof to my Creator, in exchange for the so many seas of graces
He had given Me, with an act of my faithfulness which would cost Me the
sacrifice of my whole life. How beautiful it is to be able to say:
“You have loved me, I have loved You” – but without the test, it can
never be said.
Now, know, my child, that the Divine Fiat made known to Me the creation
of man, innocent and holy. For him too everything was happiness; he had
command over all Creation, and all the elements were obedient to his
wishes. Since the Divine Will was reigning in Adam, by virtue of It, he
too was inseparable from his Creator. After the so many goods that God
had given him, in order to receive one act of faithfulness in Adam, He
commanded him not to touch one fruit only, of the many which were there
in the terrestrialEden. This was the proof that God wanted in order to
confirm his innocence, sanctity and happiness, and to give him the right
of command over the whole of Creation. But Adam was not faithful in the
test, and because he was not faithful, God could not trust him. And so
he lost command, innocence and happiness, and it can be said that he
turned the work of Creation upside down.
Now know, child of my Heart, that in knowing the grave evils of the
human will in Adam and in all his progeny, I, your Celestial Mother,
though newly conceived, cried bitterly and with hot tears over fallen
man. And the Divine Will, in seeing Me cry, asked Me, as proof, to
surrender my human will to It. The Divine Fiat said to Me: “I do not
ask of you a fruit, as with Adam; no, no – but I ask you for your will.
You will keep it as if you did not have it, under the empire of my
Divine Will, which will be your life, and will feel confident to make of
you whatever It wants.” So, the Supreme Fiat took the fourth step in my
soul, asking Me for my will as proof, waiting for my Fiat, and for my
acceptance of such a test.
Tomorrow I will wait for you again to come upon my knees, to let you
hear the outcome of the test; and since I want you to imitate your Mama,
I pray you, as Mother, never to deny anything to your God, be they even
sacrifices that would last your whole life. Remaining ever unwavering
in the test which God asks of you, your faithfulness, is the call of the
divine designs upon you; it is the reflection of His virtues which, like
many brushes, make of the soul the masterpiece of the Supreme Being. It
can be said that the test offers the material into the divine hands, for
Them to accomplish Their crafting in the creature. God does not know
what to do with one who is not faithful in the test; not only this, but
he upsets the most beautiful works of his Creator.
Therefore, my dear child, be attentive: if you are faithful in the
test, you will make your Mama happier. Do not cause Me to be worried,
give Me your word, and I will guide you and sustain you in everything as
my child.
The soul:
Holy Mama, I know my weakness, but your maternal goodness infuses such
confidence in me that I hope for everything from You, and with You I
feel secure. Even more, I place into your maternal hands the very tests
which God will dispose for me, that You may give me all those graces so
that I may not send the divine designs to ruin.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come three times onto my maternal knees,
and will bring Me all your pains, of soul and of body. You will bring
everything to your Mama, and I will bless them for you, in order to
infuse in them the strength, the light, the grace that are needed.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Celestial Mama, take me into your arms, and write in my heart: “Fiat,
Fiat, Fiat.”
Day Five
The Fifth Step of the Divine Will in the Queen of Heaven.
The Triumph of the Test.
The soul to the Virgin:
Celestial Sovereign, I see that You stretch out your arms toward me, to
take me onto your maternal knees; and I run – or rather, I fly, to enjoy
the chaste embraces, the celestial smiles of my Celestial Mama. Holy
Mama, your appearance today is of a triumpher, and with an air of
triumph You want to narrate to me the triumph of your test. Ah! yes,
most gladly I will listen to You, and I pray You to give me the grace to
be able to triumph in the tests which the Lord will dispose for me.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Child most dear to Me, oh! how I yearn to confide my secrets to my
child; secrets which will give Me much glory, and which will glorify
that Divine Fiat which was the primary cause of my Immaculate
Conception, of my Sanctity, Sovereignty and Maternity. I owe everything
to the Fiat – I know nothing else. All of my sublime prerogatives for
which theHolyChurchso much honors Me, are nothing other than the effects
of that Divine Will which dominated Me, reigned and lived in Me. This
is why I yearn so much that That which produced in Me so many privileges
and admirable effects as to astonish Heaven and earth, be known.
Now listen to Me, dear child: as soon as the Supreme Being asked Me for
my human will, I comprehended the grave evil that the human will can do
in the creature, and how it puts everything in danger, even the most
beautiful works of her Creator. The creature, with her human will, is
all oscillation; she is weak, inconstant, disordered. And this, because
in creating man, God had created him united with His Divine Will as
though by nature, in such a way that It was to be the strength, the
prime motion, the support, the food, the life of the human will. So, by
not giving life to the Divine Will in our own, we reject the goods
received from God in creation, and the rights received, by nature, in
the act in which we were created.
Oh! how well I comprehended the grave offense that is given to God, and
the evils that pour upon the creature. I had such horror and fear of
doing my will – and rightly did I fear, because Adam too was created
innocent by God, and yet, by doing his own will, into how many evils did
he not plunge himself and all generations?
Therefore, I, your Mama, taken by terror, and even more, by love toward
my Creator, swore never to do my will. And to be more sure and to
better attest my sacrifice to the One who had given Me so many seas of
graces and privileges, I took this human will of mine and I bound it to
the foot of the Divine Throne, in continuous homage of love and
sacrifice, promising never to use my will, not even for one instant of
my life, but always that of God.
My child, to you, perhaps, my sacrifice of living without my will may
not seem great; but I tell you that there is no sacrifice similar to
mine – even more, all other sacrifices in the whole history of the world
can be called shadows in comparison with mine. To sacrifice oneself for
one day – now yes, now no – is easy; but to sacrifice oneself in each
instant, in each act, in the very good that one wants to do, for one’s
entire life, without ever giving life to one’s own will, is the
sacrifice of sacrifices; it is the greatest attestation that can be
offered, and the purest love, filtered through the Divine Will Itself,
that can be offered to our Creator. This sacrifice is so great, that
God cannot ask anything more of the creature, nor can she find how to
sacrifice more for her Creator.
Now, my most dear child, as soon as I gave the gift of my will to my
Creator, I felt triumphant in the test asked of Me, and God felt
triumphant in my human will. God was waiting for my proof – that is, a
soul who would live without will – in order to adjust the balance with
mankind, and to assume the attitude of clemency and mercy.
Therefore, I will wait for you again to narrate to you the story of what
the Divine Will did after the triumph of the test.
And now, a little word to you, my child: if you knew how I yearn to see
you living without your will…. You know that I am your Mother, and a
Mama wants to see her child happy; but how can you be happy if you do
not decide to live without your will, as your Mama lived? If you do so,
I will give you everything; I will place Myself at your disposal, I will
be all for my child, provided that I receive the good, the contentment,
the happiness, of having a child who lives all of Divine Will.
The soul:
Triumphant Sovereign, into your hands of Mother do I place my will, so
that You Yourself, as Mama, may purify it and embellish it for me, and
bind it together with your own to the foot of the Divine Throne, that I
may live not with my will, but always – always with that of God.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, in each act you do, you will deliver your will into
my maternal hands, and will pray Me to let the Divine Will flow in place
of your own.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Triumphant Queen, steal my will from me, and grant me the Divine Will.
Day Six
The Sixth Step of the Divine Will in the Queen of Heaven.
After the Triumph in the Test, the Possession.
The soul to the Virgin:
Queen Mama, I see that You are waiting for me again, and stretching out
your hand toward me, You take me on your knees and press me to your
Heart, to let me feel the Life of that Divine Fiat which You possess.
Oh! how refreshing is Its warmth; how penetrating Its light. O please!
Holy Mama, if You love me so much, plunge the little atom of my soul
into that Sun of the Divine Will which You conceal, so that I too may be
able to say: “My will is ended, it will have life no more; my life will
be the Divine Will.”
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Dearest child, trust your Mama and pay attention to my lessons; they
will serve you to make you abhor your will, and to make you long within
yourself for that Holy Fiat, whose Life I so much yearn to form in you.
My child, you must know that the Divinity was assured about Me through
the test It wanted – while everyone believes that I did not have any
test, and that it was enough for God to make the great portent He made
of Me, of conceiving Me without original sin. Oh, how they deceive
themselves. On the contrary, He asked of Me a proof which He has asked
of no one. And He did this with justice and with highest wisdom,
because, since the Eternal Word was to descend into Me, not only was it
not decorous that He find in Me the original sin, but it was also not
decorous for Him to find in Me a human will operating. It would have
been too unseemly for God to descend into a creature in whom reigned the
human will. And this is why He wanted from Me, as proof, and for my
whole life, my will, in order to secure the Kingdom of the Divine Will
within my soul. Once He secured this in Me, God could do with Me
whatever He wanted; He could give Me anything, and I can say that He
could deny Me nothing.
For now, let us go back to the point we reached. I will reserve the
narration of what this Divine Will did in Me during the course of my
lessons.
Now listen, my child: after the triumph in the test, the Divine Fiat
took the sixth step in my soul by having Me take possession of all of
the divine properties, as much as it is possible and imaginable for the
creature. Everything was mine – Heaven, earth, and even God Himself,
whose very Will I possessed. I felt I was the possessor of Divine
Sanctity, of Love, of Beauty, Power, Wisdom and Goodness. I felt I was
Queen of everything; nor did I feel a stranger in the house of my
Celestial Father. I felt vividly His Paternity and the supreme
happiness of being His faithful daughter. I can say that I grew up on
the paternal knees of God, nor did I know other love or other science
but that which my Creator administered to Me. Who can tell you what
this Divine Will did in Me? It elevated Me so high, It embellished Me
so much, that the very Angels remain mute, nor do they know where to
begin to speak about Me.
Now, my dearest child, you must know that, as soon as the Divine Fiat
had Me take possession of everything, I felt Myself the possessor of
everything and of everyone. With Its Power, Immensity and
All-seeingness, the Divine Will enclosed all creatures in my soul, and I
felt a little place in my maternal Heart for each one of them. From the
moment I was conceived, I carried you in my Heart, and – oh, how much I
loved you, and I love you. I loved you so much, that I acted as your
Mother before God; my prayers, my sighs, were for you; and in the
delirium of Mother, I said: “Oh! how I wish to see my child possessor
of everything, just as I am.”
Therefore, listen to your Mama: do not want to recognize your human
will any more. If you do so, everything will be in common between Me
and you; you will have a divine strength in your power; all things will
turn into divine sanctity, love and beauty. And in the ardor of my
love, just as the Most High sang my praises, “All beautiful, all holy,
all pure are You, O Mary!”, I will say: “Beautiful, pure and holy is my
child, because she possesses the Divine Will.”
The soul:
Queen of Heaven, I too hail You: “All beautiful, pure and holy is my
Celestial Mama”. O please! I pray You, if You have a place for me in
your maternal Heart, O please, enclose me in It, so I will be sure that
I will not do my will any more, but always that of God; and we, Mother
and child, will both be happy.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will recite three Glory
Be’s for three times, in
thanksgiving to the Most Holy Trinity for establishing in Me the Kingdom
of the Divine Will, giving Me possession of everything. And making the
words of the Supreme Being your own, at each Glory
Be, you will say to Me: “All beautiful, pure and holy is my
Mama.”
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Queen of Heaven, make me be possessed by the Divine Will.
Day Seven
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will
takes the Scepter of Command, and the Sacrosanct Trinity constitutes Her Its Secretary.
The soul to the Divine Secretary:
Queen Mama, here I am, prostrate at your feet. I feel that, as your
child, I cannot be without my Celestial Mama; and even though today You
come to me with the glory of the scepter of command and with the crown
of Queen, yet You are always my Mama. So, though trembling, I fling
myself into your arms, that You may heal the wounds which my bad will
has made to my poor soul. Listen, my Sovereign Mama, if You do not make
a prodigy – if You do not take your scepter of command in order to guide
me and hold your empire over all my acts, so that my will may have no
life – alas! I will not have the beautiful destiny of coming into the
Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My dear child, come into the arms of your Mama, and pay attention in
listening to Me; and you will hear the unheard-of prodigies that the
Divine Fiat did in your Celestial Mama.
As I took possession of the Kingdom of the Divine Will, Its steps within
Me ended; more so, since these six steps symbolized the six days of
Creation: each day, by pronouncing a Fiat, God took as though a step,
passing from the creation of one thing to another. On the sixth day, He
took the final step, saying: “Fiat – let Us make man in Our image and
likeness.” And on the seventh day He rested in His works, as though
wanting to enjoy everything He had created with such magnificence. And
in His rest, looking at His works, He said: “How beautiful are my works
– everything is order and harmony.” And fixing upon man, in the ardor
of His Love, He added: “But you are the most beautiful – you are the
crown of all Our works.”
Now, my creation surpassed all the prodigies of Creation, and therefore
the Divinity wanted to take, with Its Fiat, six steps in Me. As I took
possession of the Kingdom of the Divine Will, Its steps in Me ended, and
Its full Life, whole and perfect, began within my soul; and – oh! at
what divine heights I was placed by the Most High. The heavens could
neither reach Me nor contain Me; the light of the sun was small before
my light. No created thing could reach Me. I crossed the divine seas
as if they were my own; my Celestial Father, the Son and the Holy
Spirit, longed for Me to be in Their arms, to enjoy Their little
daughter. And, oh! the contentment They felt in feeling that, as I
loved Them, prayed Them and adored Their Supreme Height, my love, my
prayer and adoration, came out from within my soul, from the center of
the Divine Will. They felt, coming out of Me, waves of divine love,
chaste fragrances, unusual joys, which started from within the Heaven
that Their own Divine Will had formed in my littleness; so much so, that
They could not stop repeating: “All beautiful, all pure, all holy, is
Our little daughter. Her words are chains that bind Us; Her gazes are
darts that wound Us; Her heartbeats are arrows that, darting through Us,
make Us go into a delirium of love.” They felt the power, the strength
of Their Divine Will coming out of Me, which rendered Us inseparable;
and They called Me “Our invincible daughter, who will obtain victory
even over Our Divine Being.”
Now, listen to Me, my child; the Most Holy Trinity, taken by excess of
love for Me, told me: “Our beloved daughter, Our Love cannot resist; It
feels suffocated if We do not entrust to You Our secrets. Therefore We
elect You Our faithful Secretary; to You We want to entrust Our sorrows
and Our decrees. At any cost We want to save man – look how he goes
toward the precipice. His rebellious will drags him continuously toward
evil. Without the life, the strength and the support of Our Divine
Will, he has deviated from the path of his Creator, and walks crawling
on the earth – weak, ill, and full of all vices. But there are no other
ways to save him, nor other ways out, than for the Eternal Word to
descend, take his guise, his miseries, his sins upon Himself; become his
brother, conquer him by dint of love and unheard-of pains, and give him
so much confidence as to be able to bring him back again into Our
paternal arms. Oh! how We grieve over the destiny of man. Our sorrow
is great, nor could We confide it to anyone, because not having a Divine
Will to dominate them, they could never comprehend either Our sorrow, or
the grave evils of man fallen into sin. To You, who possess Our Fiat,
is given the ability to comprehend it. Therefore, to You, as Our own
Secretary, We want to unveil Our secrets, and place the scepter of
command into your hands, that You may dominate and rule over everything,
and your dominion may conquer God and men, bringing them to Us as Our
children, generated anew in your maternal Heart.”
Who can tell you, dear child, what my Heart felt at these divine
speaking? A vein of intense sorrow opened in Me, and I committed
Myself, even at the cost of my life, to conquer God and the creature,
and to unite them together.
Now, my child, listen to your Mama: I saw you surprised in hearing Me
narrate the story of the possession in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Now know that this destiny is given also to you: if you decide never to
do your will, the Divine Will will form Its Heaven in your soul; you
will feel the divine inseparability; the scepter of command over
yourself, over your passions, will be given to you. You will no longer
be slave to yourself, because only the human will puts the poor creature
into slavery, clips the wings of her love toward the One who created
her, and takes away from her the strength, the support and the
confidence to fling herself into the arms of her Celestial Father – in
such a way that she is unable to know either His secrets, or the great
love with which He loves her, and therefore she lives like a stranger in
the house of her Divine Father. What distance the human will casts
between Creator and creature!
Therefore, listen to Me – make Me content. Tell Me you will no longer
give life to your will, and I will fill you completely with the Divine
Will.
The soul:
Holy Mama, help me; don’t You see how weak I am? Your beautiful lessons
move me to tears, and I cry over my great misfortune of having fallen
many times into the maze of doing my own will, detaching myself from
that of my Creator. O please, be my Mama, do not leave me to myself.
With your power, unite the Divine Will to mine; enclose me in your
maternal Heart, in which I will be sure never to do my will.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will remain under my mantle, to learn to live
under my gaze; and reciting three Hail
Marys to Me, you will
pray Me to make everyone know the Divine Will.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Holy Mama, enclose me in your Heart, that I may learn from You to live
of Divine Will.
Day Eight
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will receives the Mandate from Her Creator
to place in Safety the Destiny of Mankind.
The soul to the Divine Agent:
Here I am with You, Celestial Mama. I feel I cannot be without my dear
Mama; my poor heart is restless, and only when I am on your lap like a
tiny little one, clasped to your Heart, to listen to your lessons – then
do I feel it at peace. Your sweet accent sweetens all my bitternesses,
and sweetly binds my will; and placing it like a footstool under the
Divine Will, it makes me feel Its sweet empire, Its life, Its happiness.
Lesson of the Celestial Agent:
Dearest child of mine, know that I love you very much; trust your Mama,
and be sure that you will obtain victory over your will. If you are
faithful to Me, I will take complete responsibility over you – I will
act as your true Mama. Therefore, listen to what I did for you before
the Most High.
I did nothing other than bring Myself onto the knees of my Celestial
Father. I was little, not yet born; but the Divine Will, whose life I
possessed, rendered my visits to my Creator accessible to Me. All
doors, all ways, were open for Me, nor was I fearful or afraid of Them.
Only the human will causes fear, apprehension, distrust, and puts the
poor creature far away from the One who so much loves her, and who wants
to be surrounded by His children. So, if the creature is afraid and
fears, and does not know how to be as child and Father with her Creator,
it is a sign that the Divine Will does not reign in her. And therefore
they are the tortured – the martyred ones of the human will. Therefore,
never do your will; do not want to torture and martyr yourself by
yourself, for this is the most horrible of martyrdoms, without support
and without strength.
Listen to Me: I brought Myself into the arms of the Divinity; more so,
since They awaited Me, and made feast on seeing Me. They loved Me so
much, that when I would appear, They would pour more seas of love and
sanctity into my soul. I do not remember ever having departed from Them
without Their adding more surprising gifts for Me.
So, while I was in Their arms, I prayed for mankind; and many times,
with tears and sighs, I cried for you, my child, and for all. I cried
because of your rebellious will, because of your sad lot of seeing
yourself reduced to slavery by it, which rendered you unhappy. To see
my child unhappy made Me shed bitter tears, to the point of wetting the
hands of my Celestial Father with my crying. And the Divinity, moved by
my crying, continued telling Me: “Our beloved daughter, your love binds
Us, your tears extinguish the fire of Divine Justice; your prayers draw
Us so much toward the creatures, that We do not know how to resist You.
Therefore, We give to You the mandate to place in safety the destiny of
mankind. You will be Our Agent in their midst. To You do We entrust
their souls; You will defend Our rights, prejudiced by their sins; You
will be in the middle, between them and Us, to restore the balance on
both sides. We feel in You the invincible strength of Our Divine Will
which, through You, prays and cries. Who can resist You? Your prayers
are commands, your tears rule over Our Divine Being. Therefore, forward
in your enterprise.”
Now, my dearest child, my little Heart felt consumed with love at the
loving ways of the divine speaking; and with all my love I accepted
Their mandate, saying to Them: “Highest Majesty, I am here in your
arms; dispose of Me in whatever way You want. I will lay down even my
life – and if I had as many lives for as many as are the creatures, I
would put them at their disposal and Yours, to bring them, all safe,
into your paternal arms.” And without knowing then that I was to be the
Mother of the Divine Word, I felt in Me the double Maternity: Maternity
toward God, to defend His just rights; Maternity toward creatures, to
bring them to safety. I felt Myself Mother of all. The Divine Will
which reigned in Me, and which knows not how to do isolated works,
brought God and all creatures from all centuries into Me. In my
maternal Heart I felt my God offended, wanting to be satisfied, and I
felt the creatures under the empire of Divine Justice. Oh! how many
tears I shed. I wanted to make my tears descend into each heart, to let
everyone feel my Maternity, all of love. I cried for you and for all,
my child. Therefore, listen to Me – have pity on my crying. Take my
tears in order to extinguish your passions, and to make your will lose
life. O please! accept my mandate – that you do always the Will of your
Creator.
The soul:
Celestial Mama, my poor heart cannot endure in hearing how much You love
me. Ah! You love me so much, to the point of crying for me. I feel
your tears descend into my heart, and like many wounds, they wound me
and make me comprehend how much You love me. I want to unite my tears
to yours, and pray to You, crying, that You never leave me alone, that
You watch over me in everything, and even beat me, if necessary. Be my
Mama, and I, your little child, will let You do anything with me, so
that your mandate may be the welcome one by me, and You may bring me in
your arms to our Celestial Father, as the accomplished act of your
divine mandate.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will give Me your will, your pains, your tears,
your anxieties, your doubts and fears, into my maternal hands, so that,
as your Mama, I may keep them in deposit within my maternal Heart, as
pledges of my child. And I will give you the precious pledge of the
Divine Will.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Celestial Mama, pour your tears into my soul, that they may heal the
wounds that my will did to me.
Day Nine
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will is constituted by God Celestial Peacemaker and Bond of Peace between Creator and Creature.
The soul to her Celestial Queen:
Sovereign Lady and my dearest Mama, I see that You call me as You feel
the ardor of the love that burns in your Heart, because You want to
narrate to me what You did for your child in the Kingdom of the Divine
Will. How beautiful it is to see You direct your steps toward your
Creator; and as They hear the treading of your feet, They look at You
and feel wounded by the purity of your gazes; and They await You in
order to be spectators of your innocent smile, to smile at You, and to
amuse Themselves with You. O please! Holy Mama, in your joys, in your
chaste smiles with your Creator, do not forget your child who lives in
the exile, who is so much in need, and whose will, peeping out, would
often want to overwhelm me, to snatch me from the Kingdom of the Divine
Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Child of my maternal Heart, do not fear, I will never forget you. On
the contrary, if you always do the Divine Will and live in Its Kingdom,
we will be inseparable, I will always carry you clasped in my hand, to
lead you and be your guide, in order to teach you how to live in the
Supreme Fiat. Therefore, banish fear; in It, everything is peace and
security. The human will is the disturber of souls, and puts in danger
the most beautiful works, the holiest things. Everything is unsafe in
it: sanctity, virtues, and even the salvation of the soul are in
danger; and the characteristic of one who lives of human will is
volubility. Who could ever trust one who lets herself be dominated by
the human will? No one – neither God, nor man. She looks like those
empty reeds that turn at every blow of wind. Therefore, dearest child
of mine, if a blow of wind wants to render you inconstant, plunge
yourself into the sea of the Divine Will, and come to hide on the lap of
your Mama, that I may defend you from the wind of the human will; and
holding you tightly in my arms, I may render you firm and confident
along the path of Its Divine Kingdom.
Now, my child, follow Me before the Supreme Majesty, and listen to Me.
With my rapid flights, I would reach Their divine arms, and upon
arriving, I would feel Their overflowing love which, like mighty waves,
covered Me with Their love. Oh! how beautiful it is to be loved by
God. In this love one feels happiness, sanctity, infinite joys, and one
feels so embellished, that God Himself feels enraptured by the striking
beauty He infuses in the creature in loving her.
I wanted to imitate Them, and, though little, I did not want to remain
behind Their love. So, from the waves of love They had given Me, I
would form my waves, in order to cover my Creator with my love. In
doing this, I would smile, because I knew that my love could never cover
the immensity of Their love. But in spite of this, I would try, and my
innocent smile would arise on my lips. The Supreme Being would smile at
my smile, making feast and amusing Himself with my littleness.
Now, in the middle of our loving stratagems, I remembered the painful
state of my human family upon earth, for I too was of their offspring –
and how I grieved and prayed that the Eternal Word would descend and put
a remedy to it. And I would say this with such tenderness as to reach
the point of changing smile and feast into crying. The Most High was so
moved by my tears, more so, since they were the tears of a little one;
and pressing Me to the divine bosom, They dried my tears and said to
Me: “Daughter, do not cry, pluck up courage. Into your hands We have
placed the destiny of mankind; We gave You the mandate, and now, to
console You more, We make of You the Peacemaker between Us and the human
family. So, to You it is given to reconcile us. The power of Our Will
that reigns in You compels Us to give the kiss of peace to poor
humanity, decayed and unsafe.”
Who can tell you, my child, what my Heart felt at this divine
condescension? My love was so great that I felt faint and, in delirium,
I was restless, looking for more love as relief for my love.
Now a word to you, my child. If you listen to Me by banishing your will
and giving the royal place to the Divine Fiat, you too will be loved
with striking love by your Creator; you will be His smile, you will put
Him in feast, and will be bond of peace between the world and God.
The soul:
Beautiful Mama, help your child. You Yourself, place me into the sea of
the Divine Will, and cover me with the waves of the eternal love, that I
may see and hear nothing but Divine Will and love.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will ask Me for all of my acts, and will enclose
them in your heart, so that you may feel the strength of the Divine Will
that reigned in Me. And then you will offer them to the Most High, to
thank Him for all the offices He gave Me in order to save the creatures.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Queen of Peace, make the Divine Will give me Its kiss of peace.
Day Ten
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will, Dawn that rises to put to Flight the Night of the Human Will.
Her Glorious Birth.
The soul to the Queen of Heaven:
Here I am, O Holy Mama, near your cradle, to be spectator of your
prodigious birth. The heavens are stupefied, the sun is fixed upon You
with its light, the earth exults with joy and feels honored to be
inhabited by its little newborn Queen; the Angels compete among
themselves in surrounding your cradle, to honor You and to be ready for
your wishes. So, all honor You and want to celebrate your birth. I too
unite myself with all, and prostrate before your cradle, where I see, as
though enraptured, your mother Anne and your father Joachim, I want to
tell You my first word, I want to entrust to You my first secret. I
want to empty my heart into Yours, and say to You: “My Mama, You who
are the dawn, herald of the Divine Fiat upon the earth, O please! put to
flight the gloomy night of the human will in my soul and in the whole
world. Ah! yes, may your birth be our hope which, like a new dawn of
grace, may regenerate us in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.”
Lesson of the Newborn Queen:
Child of my Heart, my birth was prodigious; no other birth can be said
to be similar to mine. I enclosed within Myself the Heaven, the Sun of
the Divine Will, and also the earth of my humanity – but a blessed and
holy earth, which enclosed the most beautiful flowerings. And even
though I was just newly born, I enclosed the prodigy of the greatest
prodigies: the Divine Will reigning in Me, which enclosed in Me a
Heaven more beautiful, a Sun more refulgent than those of Creation, of
which I was also Queen, as well as a sea of graces without boundaries,
which constantly murmured: “Love, love to my Creator.” Therefore, my
birth was the true dawn that puts to flight the night of the human will;
and as I kept growing, I formed the daybreak and called for the
brightest daylight, to make the Sun of the Eternal Word rise over the
earth.
My child, come into my cradle to listen to your tiny little Mama. As
soon as I was born, I opened my eyes to see this low world, to go in
search of all my children in order to enclose them in my Heart, give
them my maternal love and, regenerating them to the new life of love and
of grace, give them the step to let them enter into the Kingdom of the
Divine Fiat, of which I was the possessor. I wanted to act as Queen and
as Mother, enclosing everyone in my Heart, to place everyone in safety,
and give them the great gift of the Divine Kingdom. In my Heart I had a
place for everyone, because for one who possesses the Divine Will there
are no constraints, but infinite expanses. Therefore I looked also at
you, my child – no one escaped Me. And since on that day everyone
celebrated my birth, it was also feast for Me. But upon opening my eyes
to the light, I had the sorrow of seeing the creatures in the thick
night of the human will.
Oh! in what an abyss of darkness the creature who lets herself be
dominated by her will finds herself enwrapped. It is the true night –
but a night with no stars; at most, a few fleeting lightnings, which are
easily followed by thunders which, in roaring, thicken the darkness even
more, and unload the storm over the poor creature – storms of fear, of
weaknesses, of dangers, of falling into evil.
My little Heart remained pierced in seeing my children in this horrible
storm, in which the night of the human will had overwhelmed them.
Now listen to your little Mama: I am still in the cradle, I am little;
look at my tears that I shed for you. Every time you do your will, it
is a night that you form for yourself; and if you knew how much this
night harms you, you would cry with Me. It makes you lose the light of
the day of the Holy Will, it turns you upside down, it paralyzes you to
good, it breaks true love in you, and you remain like a poor ill one,
who lacks the necessary things to get well Ah! my child, dear child,
listen to Me: never do your will; give Me your word that you will make
your tiny little Mama content.
The soul:
Holy little Mama, I feel myself trembling in hearing of the ugly night
of my will. Therefore I am here, at your cradle, to ask of You the
grace that, by your prodigious birth, You make me be reborn in the
Divine Will. I will be always near You, Celestial little Baby; I will
unite my prayers and my tears to yours, to impetrate, for myself and for
all, the Kingdom of the Divine Will upon earth.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come three times to visit Me in my cradle,
saying to Me each time: “Celestial little Baby, make me be reborn
together with You in the life of the Divine Will.”
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My little Mama, make the dawn of the Divine Will rise within my soul.
Day Eleven
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will, in the first Years of Her Life down here, forms a Most Refulgent
Daybreak, to make the longed for Day of Light and of Grace rise in the
Hearts.
The soul to the Little Baby Queen:
Here I am again near your cradle, Celestial little Mama. My little
heart feels charmed by your beauty and I am unable to detach my gaze
from a beauty so rare. How sweet is your gaze; the motion of your
little hands calls me to embrace You and to cling to press myself to
your Heart, which is drowned with love. Holy little Mama, give me your
flames, that they may burn away my human will, and so I can make You
content, living of Divine Will together with You.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My child, if you knew how my maternal little Heart rejoices in seeing
you near my cradle to listen to Me…. I feel Myself, with facts, Queen
and Mother, because in having you near Me, I am not a sterile Mother or
a Queen without a people, but I have my dear child who loves Me very
much, and who wants Me to do for her the office of Mama and of Queen.
Therefore, you are the bearer of joy to your Mama; more so, since you
come onto my lap to be taught by Me how to live in the Kingdom of the
Divine Will. To have a child who wants to live together with Me in this
Kingdom so holy is the greatest glory, honor and feast for your Mama.
Therefore, pay attention to Me, my dear child, and I will continue to
narrate to you the wonders of my birth.
My cradle was surrounded by Angels, who competed among themselves in
singing lullabies to Me, as to their sovereign Queen. And since I was
endowed with reason and with science, infused in Me by my Creator, I did
my first duty to adore, with my intelligence, and also with my babbling
little voice of a baby, the Most Holy Adorable Trinity. And the ardor
of my love for a Majesty so holy was so great that, feeling Myself
languishing, I was delirious for wanting to be in the arms of the
Divinity, to receive Their embraces, and to give Them my own. And so
the Angels, for whom my desires were commands, picked Me up, and
carrying Me on their wings, brought Me into the loving arms of my
Celestial Father. Oh! with how much love They awaited Me. I was coming
from the exile, and the brief pauses of separation between Me and Them
were the cause of new fires of love; they were new gifts that They
prepared for Me, to give them to Me; and I would find new devices to ask
for pity and mercy for my children who, living in the exile, were under
the lash of Divine Justice. And dissolving Myself all in love, I said
to Them: “Adorable Trinity, I feel happy – I feel Myself Queen, nor do
I know what unhappiness and slavery is. On the contrary, because of
your Will reigning in Me, the joys, the happinesses, are so great and so
many that, little as I am, I cannot embrace them all. But in so much
happiness, there is a vein of intense bitterness in my little Heart: I
feel in It my children unhappy, slave to their rebellious will. Have
pity, Holy Father – have pity. O please! make my happiness whole – make
happy these unhappy children, whom I carry, more than Mother, within my
maternal Heart. Let the Divine Word descend upon earth, and everything
will be granted. And I will not come down off of your paternal knees if
You do not give Me the deed of grace, that I may bring to my children
the good news of their Redemption.”
The Divinity was moved at my prayers, and filling Me with new gifts,
They said to Me: “Return to the exile and continue your prayers.
Extend the Kingdom of Our Will in all your acts, for at the appropriate time
We will make You content.” But They did not tell Me either when or
where He would descend.
So I would depart from Heaven only to do the Divine Will. This was the
most heroic sacrifice for Me, but I did it gladly, so that the Divine
Will alone might have full dominion over Me.
Now listen to Me, my child. How much did your soul cost Me, to the
point of embittering the immense sea of my joys and happinesses. Every
time you do your will, you render yourself a slave, and you feel your
unhappiness; and I, as your Mama, feel in my Heart the unhappiness of my
child. Oh! how sorrowful it is to have unhappy children. And how you
should take to heart doing the Divine Will, since I reached the point of
departing from Heaven so that my will might have no life in Me.
Now, my child, continue to listen to Me: in each one of your acts, may
your first duty be to adore your Creator, to know Him and to love Him.
This places you in the order of Creation, and you come to recognize the
One who created you. This is the holiest duty of each creature: to
recognize her origin.
Now you must know that my bringing Myself to Heaven, descending,
praying, formed the daybreak around Me, which, spreading in the whole
world, surrounded the hearts of my children, so that, from the dawn, the
daybreak might rise, to make arise the serene day of the awaiting of the
Divine Word upon earth.
The soul:
Celestial little Mama, in seeing You, just newly born, giving me lessons
so holy, I feel enraptured and I comprehend how much You love me, to the
point of rendering Yourself unhappy because of me. O please! Holy Mama,
You who love me so much, let the power, the love, the joys that inundate
You, descend into my heart, so that, filled with them, my will may find
no room to live in me, and may freely give up the place to the dominion
of the Divine Will.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will do three acts of adoration to your Creator,
reciting three Glory Be’s to
thank Him for the many times I received the grace to be admitted to
Their presence.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Celestial Mama, make the daybreak of the Divine Will rise within my
soul.
Day Twelve
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will leaves the Cradle, takes Her first Steps, and with Her childlike
Acts, calls God to descend upon Earth, and calls the Creatures to live in the
Divine Will.
The soul to the Celestial Little Queen:
Here I come again to You, my dear little Baby, in the house of Nazareth.
I want to be spectator of your tender age; I want to give You my hand as
You take your first steps and speak with your holy mama and with your
father Joachim. Little as You are, after you have learned how to walk,
You help Saint Anne in the little tasks. My little Mama, how dear You
are to me, and all striking. O please! give me your lessons, that I may
follow your childhood and learn from You, also in the little human
actions, to live in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Lesson of the Little Queen of Heaven:
My dear child, my only desire is to keep my child near Me. Without you
I feel lonely, and I have no one to whom to confide my secrets. So, it
is my maternal cares that seek to have my child near Me, whom I keep in
my Heart, in order to give you my lessons, and so make you comprehend
how to live in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
But the human volition does enter into It; it remains crushed and in act
of receiving continual deaths before the light, sanctity and power of
the Divine Will. But do you think that the human volition remains
afflicted because the Divine Will keeps it in the act of dying
continually? Ah, no, no – rather, it feels happy that upon its dying
will, the Divine Will is born again and rises victorious and triumphant
over it, bringing to it joy and happiness without end. It is enough to
comprehend, dear child, what it means to let oneself be dominated by It
and to experience It, for the creature to abhor her own will so much,
that she would rather let herself be torn to pieces than go out of the
Divine Will.
Now listen to Me: I departed from Heaven only to do the Will of the
Eternal One; and even though I had my Heaven within Me – which was the
Divine Will – and I was inseparable from my Creator, yet I enjoyed being
in the Celestial Fatherland. More so since, the Divine Will being in
Me, I felt my rights of daughter to be with Them, to let Myself be
rocked as a tiny little one in Their paternal arms, to participate in
all the joys and happiness, riches and sanctity, which They possessed,
for as much as I could take of them, and to fill Myself so much, as to
be unable to contain any more. And the Supreme Being enjoyed in seeing
that, without fear, but rather, with highest love, I filled Myself with
Their goods; nor was I surprised that They would let Me take whatever I
wanted. I was Their daughter – one was the Will which animated Us;
whatever They wanted, I wanted as well. So, I felt that the properties
of my Celestial Father were mine. The only difference is that I was
little, and could not embrace or take all Their goods; as many as I
would take, so many were left, that I had no capacity to contain them,
because I was always a creature; while the Divinity was great – immense,
and in one single act It embraced everything.
But, in spite of this, at the moment They would let Me understand that I
was to deprive Myself of Their celestial joys and of the chaste embraces
which We gave each other, I would depart from Heaven without hesitation,
and would return to the midst of my dear parents. They loved Me very
much; I was all lovable, striking, cheerful, peaceful, and filled with
childlike grace, such as to captivate their affection for Me. They were
all attentive over Me – I was their jewel. When they took Me in their
arms, they felt unusual things, and a divine life palpitating in Me.
Now, child of my Heart, you must know that as my life down here began,
the Divine Will extended Its Kingdom in all my acts. So, my prayers, my
words, my steps, the food, the sleep I took, the little tasks with which
I helped my mother, were animated by the Divine Will. And since I have
always carried you in my Heart, I called you as my child in all my
acts. I called your acts to be together with mine, so that also in your
acts, even indifferent ones, the Kingdom of the Divine Will might
extend. Listen to how much I have loved you: if I prayed, I called
your prayer into mine, so that yours and mine might receive the same
value and power – the value and the power of a Divine Will. If I spoke,
I called your word; if I walked, I called your steps; and if I did the
little human actions, indispensable to the human nature – such as taking
the water, sweeping, helping my mother by handing the wood to her in
order to start the fire, and many other similar things – I called these
same acts of yours, that they might receive the value of a Divine Will,
and so that, both in mine and in yours, Its Kingdom might extend. And
while calling you in each of my acts, I called the Divine Word to
descend upon earth.
Oh! how much I have loved you, my child. I wanted your acts within mine
in order to render you happy and to let you reign together with Me, and
– oh! how many times I called you and your acts, but, to my greatest
sorrow, mine remained isolated, and I saw yours as though lost within
your human will, forming – horrible to say – the kingdom, not divine,
but human: the kingdom of passions, and the kingdom of sin, of
unhappinesses and misfortune. Your Mama cried over your misfortune; and
for each act of human will that you do, as I know the unhappy kingdom to
which they lead you, my tears are still pouring, to make you comprehend
the great evil that you do.
Therefore, listen to your Mama: if you do the Divine Will, joys,
happinesses, will be given to you by right; everything will be in common
with your Creator; weaknesses, miseries, will be banished from you. And
then you will be the dearest of my children; I will keep you in my same
Kingdom, to let you live always of Divine Will.
The soul:
Holy Mama, who can resist seeing You cry and not listening to your holy
lessons? I, with all my heart, promise, swear, never to do my will –
never again. And You, Divine Mama – never leave me alone, so that the
empire of your presence may crush my will, to let me reign, always –
always in the Will of God.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will give Me all your acts to keep Me company
during my tender age, saying to Me three acts of love, in memory of the
three years which I lived with my mother, Saint Anne.
Ejaculatory Prayer.
Powerful Queen, captivate my heart, to enclose it in the Will of God.
Day Thirteen
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will departs for the Temple and gives example of total Triumph in the
Sacrifice.
The soul to the Triumphant Queen:
Celestial Mama, today I come to prostrate myself before You, to ask for
your invincible strength in all my pains; and You know how my heart is
filled with them, to the point of feeling drowned with pains. O please!
if You love so much to act as my Mother, take my heart in your hands and
pour into it the love, the grace and the strength to triumph in my
pains, and to convert them all into Divine Will.
Lesson of the Triumphant Queen:
My child, courage, do not fear; your Mama is all for you, and today I
was waiting for you so that my heroism and my triumph in the sacrifice
may infuse in you strength and courage, that I may see my child
triumphant in her pains, with the heroism of bearing them with love and
in order to do the Divine Will.
Now, my child, listen to Me: I had just turned three years old when my
parents made known to Me that they wanted to consecrate Me to the Lord
in the Temple. My heart rejoiced in hearing this – that is, consecrating
Myself and spending my years in the house of God. But beneath my joy
there was a sorrow – a privation of the dearest persons one can have on
earth, which were my dear parents. I was little, I needed their
maternal cares; I was depriving Myself of the presence of two great
saints. Moreover, I saw that as the day approached on which they were
to deprive themselves of Me, who rendered their lives full of joy and of
happiness, they felt such bitterness as to feel themselves dying. But,
though suffering, they were disposed to make the heroic act of taking Me
to the Lord.
My parents loved Me in the order of God, and considered Me a great gift,
given to them by the Lord; and this gave them the strength to make the
painful sacrifice. Therefore, my child, if you want to have invincible
strength to suffer the hardest pains, let all your things be in the
order of God, and hold them as precious gifts given to you by the Lord.
Now, you must know that I prepared Myself with courage for my departure
for theTemple, because, as I delivered my will to the Divine Being and
the Supreme Fiat took possession of my whole being, I acquired all
virtues as my own nature. I was dominator of Myself; all virtues were
in Me like many noble princesses, and according to the circumstances of
my life, they promptly showed themselves, to do their office without any
resistance. In vain would they have called Me Queen, had I not
possessed the virtue of being Queen over Myself. Therefore, I had in my
dominion perfect charity, invincible patience, enrapturing sweetness,
profound humility, and the whole endowment of the other virtues. The
Divine Will rendered my little earth of my humanity fortunate, always
flowery, and without the thorns of vices.
Do you see then, dear child, what it means to live of Divine Will? Its
light, Its sanctity and power convert all virtues into one’s nature; nor
does It lower Itself to reign in a soul where there is a rebellious
nature – no, no. It is sanctity, and It wants the nature in which It
must reign to be ordered and holy. Therefore, by the sacrifice of going
to theTemple, it was conquests that I made; and over this sacrifice, the
triumph of a Divine Will was formed in Me. And these triumphs brought
into Me new seas of grace, of sanctity and of light – to the extent of
feeling happy in my pains, in order to be able to conquer new triumphs.
Now, my child, place your hand upon your heart, and tell your Mama: do
you feel your nature changed into virtue? Or, do you feel the thorns of
impatience, the noxious herbs of agitations, the bad humors of
affections which are not holy? Listen – let your Mama do it; place your
will into my hands, determined in not wanting it any more, and I will
make you be possessed by the Divine Will, which will banish everything
from you; and what you have not done in many years, you will do in one
day, which will be the beginning of true life, of happiness, and of true
sanctity.
The soul:
Holy Mama, help your child; make a visit to my soul, and with your
maternal hands, snatch from me everything You find which is not Will of
God. Burn away the thorns, the noxious herbs, and You Yourself, call
the Divine Will to reign in my soul.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will call Me three times to visit your soul, and
will give Me all the freedom to do with you whatever I want.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Sovereign Queen, take my soul in your hands, and transform it completely
into Will of God.
Day Fourteen
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will arrives at the Temple, Her Dwelling, and makes Herself
Model for Souls consecrated to the Lord.
The soul to the Celestial Queen, Model for Souls:
Celestial Mama, I, your poor child, feel the irresistible need to be
with You, to follow your steps, to see your actions in order to copy
them, to make of them my model and keep them as guide of my life. I
feel so much the need of being guided, because by myself I can do
nothing; but with my Mama who loves me so much, I will be able to do
everything – and will be able to do also the Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven, Modeller of Souls:
My dear child, it is my ardent desire to let you be spectator of my
actions, so that you may be enamored and may imitate your Mama.
Therefore, place your hand into mine; I will feel happier to have my
child together with Me.
Now, pay attention to Me, and listen. I left the house
of Nazareth accompanied by my holy parents. Upon leaving it, I wanted to
give one last glance to that little house in which I was born, to thank
my Creator for having given Me a place in which to be born, and to leave
it in the Divine Will, so that my childhood and so many dear memories –
since, being full of reason, I comprehended everything – might all be
kept in the Divine Will and deposited in It as pledges of my love toward
the One who had created Me.
My child, thanking the Lord and placing our acts into His hands as
pledges of our love causes new channels of graces and communications to
be opened between God and the soul, and it is the most beautiful homage
that one can render to the One who loves us so much. Therefore, learn
from Me to thank the Lord for all that He disposes for you, and in
anything you are about to do, may your word be: “Thank You, O Lord; I
place everything in your hands.”
Now, while I left everything in the Divine Fiat, since It reigned in Me
and never left Me for one instant of my life, I carried It as though in
triumph within my little soul, and – oh! prodigies of the Divine Will –
with Its preserving virtue It maintained the order of all my acts, small
and great, as though in act within Me, as Its triumph and mine. So, I
never lost memory of a single act of mine; and this gave Me so much
glory and honor that I felt Queen, because each of my acts done in the
Divine Will was more than sun, and I was studded with light, with
happiness, with joys. The Divine Will brought Me Its Paradise.
My child, to live of Divine Will should be the desire, the yearning, and
almost the passion of all, so great is the beauty that one acquires and
the good that one feels. The complete opposite for the human will; it
has the virtue of embittering the poor creature; it oppresses her, it
forms the night, and she gropes her way, always staggering in good, and
many times she loses the memory of the little good she has done.
Now, my child, I departed from my paternal house with courage and
detachment, because I looked only at the Divine Will, in which I kept my
Heart fixed; and this was enough for Me in everything. But while I was
walking to go to theTemple, I looked at all Creation, and – oh! marvel –
I felt the heartbeat of the Divine Will in the sun, in the wind, in the
stars, in the heavens; even under my steps I felt It palpitating. And
the Divine Fiat that reigned in Me commanded all Creation, which
concealed It like a veil, to all bow and pay to Me the honor of Queen.
And all bowed, giving Me signs of subjection. Even the tiny little
flower of the field did not spare itself from giving Me its little
homage. I put everything in feast, and when, out of necessity, I would
go out of the house, the Creation would place Itself in the act of
giving Me signs of honor, and I was forced to command them to remain in
their place, and to follow the order of our Creator.
Now, listen to your Mama. Tell Me: do you feel in your heart joy,
peace, detachment from everything and from everyone, and the courage
that you can do anything in order to fulfill the Divine Will, in such a
way as to feel continuous feast within yourself? My child, peace,
detachment, courage, form the empty space in the soul in which the
Divine Will can take Its place; and being untouchable by any pain, It
brings perennial feast into the creature. Therefore, courage my child;
tell Me that you want to live of Divine Will, and your Mama will take
care of everything.
Tomorrow I will wait for you to tell you of the way I conducted Myself
in the Temple.
The soul:
My Mama, your lessons enrapture me, and descend deep into my heart. O
please! You, who so much love for your child to live of Divine Will,
with your empire, empty me of everything; infuse in me the necessary
courage to make me give death to my will; and I, trusting in You, will
say to You: “I want to live of Divine Will.”
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will give Me all your acts as a pledge of love
for Me, saying to Me: “I love You, my Mama”; and I will deposit them in
the Divine Will.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Celestial Mama, empty me of everything, to hide me in the Will of God.
Day Fifteen
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will. Continuing on the same Topic: Her Life in the Temple.
The soul to the Queen of Heaven:
Queen Mama, here I am; your child is at your side to follow your steps
as You enter the Temple. Oh! how I wish that my Mama would take my
little soul and enclose it in the living Temple of the Will of God,
isolating me from everyone, except my Jesus and Her sweet company.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My dearest child, how sweet is your whispering to my ears – hearing you
say that you want to be enclosed by Me in the livingTempleof the Divine
Will, and that you want no other company but that of your Jesus and
mine. Ah! dear child, you make the joys of true Mother arise in my
maternal Heart; and if you let Me do it, I am certain that my child will
be happy, and my joys will be hers; and to have a happy child is the
greatest happiness and glory of a maternal heart.
Now listen to Me, my child: I arrived at the Temple only to live of
Divine Will; my holy parents delivered Me to the superiors of the
Temple, consecrating Me to the Lord; and while they were doing so, I was
dressed up in a festal manner, and hymns and prophecies were sung, which
regarded the future Messiah. Oh! how my Heart rejoiced.
Afterwards, with courage, I said good-bye to my dear and holy parents; I
kissed their right hands, and I thanked them for the care they took of
my childhood, and for having consecrated Me to the Lord with so much
love and sacrifice. My peaceful presence, without crying and
courageous, infused so much courage in them, that they had the strength
to leave Me and to depart from Me. The Divine Will ruled over Me and
extended Its Kingdom in all those acts of mine. Oh! power of the Fiat –
You alone could give Me the heroism, though I was so little, to have the
strength to detach Myself from those who loved Me so much, and whom I
saw feeling their hearts break in separating from Me.
Now, my child, listen to Me: I enclosed Myself in the Temple; and the
Lord wanted it so, that I might extend the Kingdom of the Divine Will in
my acts which I was to do in it, so as to let Me prepare the ground with
my human acts, and the Heaven of the Divine Will which was to be formed
over this ground, for all souls consecrated to the Lord. I was most
attentive to all the duties which were usually done in that holy place.
I was peaceful with everyone, nor did I ever cause any bitterness or
bother to anyone. I submitted Myself to the most humble tasks; I found
no difficulty in anything, either in sweeping or in doing dishes. Any
sacrifice was an honor – a triumph for Me. But do you want to know
why? I looked at nothing – everything was Will of God for Me. So, the
little bell that called Me was the Fiat; I would hear the mysterious
sound of the Divine Will which called Me in the sound of the little
bell, and my Heart would rejoice and run to go wherever the Fiat was
calling Me. My rule was the Divine Will, and I saw my superiors as the
ones who imparted the commands of a Will so holy. Therefore, for Me,
the little bell, the rule, the superiors, and my actions, even the most
humble ones, were joys and feasts which the Divine Fiat prepared for Me;
and extending Itself also outside of Me, It called Me to extend Its Will
in order to form Its Kingdom in the smallest of my acts. And I acted
like the sea, which hides everything it possesses, and lets nothing but
water be seen. So I did: I hid everything in the immense sea of the
Divine Fiat; I saw nothing but seas of Divine Will, and therefore all
things brought Me joys and feasts.
Ah! my child, you and all souls ran within my acts. I could do nothing
without my child; it was precisely for my children that I prepared the
Kingdom of the Divine Will. Ah! if all the souls consecrated to the
Lord in holy places would make everything disappear in the Divine Will,
how happy they would be, converting the communities into many celestial
families, and populating the earth with many holy souls. But, alas,
with the sorrow of Mother, I must say: how many bitternesses,
disturbances and discords are not there? – while sanctity is not in the
office given to them, but in doing the Divine Will in whatever office
that might be entrusted to them, for It is the peacemaker of souls,
strength and support in the hardest sacrifices.
The soul:
Oh! Holy Mama, how beautiful are your lessons. How sweetly they descend
into my heart. O please! I pray You to extend in me the sea of the
Divine Fiat, and to raise it around me like a wall, so that your child
may see and know nothing else but Divine Will, in such a way that,
journeying always through It, I may know Its secrets, Its joys, Its
happiness.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will do for Me twelve acts of love, to honor the
twelve years which I lived in the Temple, praying Me to admit you to the
union with my acts.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Queen Mama, enclose me in the sacred Temple of the Will of God.
Day Sixteen
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will continues Her Life in the Temple, and forms the New Day to make the Refulgent Sun of the Divine Word rise upon Earth.
The soul to her Celestial Mama:
My most sweet Mama, I feel that You have stolen my heart, and I run to
my Mama, who keeps my heart within Hers as pledge of my love, and, in
place of my heart, wants to put the Divine Will as pledge of Her love of
Mother. Therefore I come into your arms, so that, as your child, You
may prepare me, give me your lessons, and do with me whatever You want;
and I pray You never to leave your child alone, but to keep me always –
always together with You.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My dearest child, oh, how I long to keep you always together with Me. I
would like to be your heartbeat, your breath, the works of your hands,
the step of your feet, to make you feel, through Me, how the Divine Will
operated in Me. I would like to pour Its life into you. Oh, how sweet,
lovable, enchanting and enrapturing It is. Oh! how you would render Me
twice as happy, if I had you, my child, under the total empire of that
Divine Fiat which formed all my fortune, my happiness, my glory.
Now pay attention to Me, and listen to your Mama who wants to share Her
fortune with you. I continued my life in theTemple, but Heaven was not
closed for Me; I could go there as many times as I wanted – I had free
passage to ascend and descend. In Heaven I had my Divine Family, and I
burned and longed to be with Them. The very Divinity awaited Me with
great love in order to converse with Me, to be happy and to make Me more
happy, more beautiful, more dear in Their eyes. After all, They had not
created Me to keep Me far away – no, no. They wanted to enjoy Me as
Their daughter; They wanted to hear Me – how my words, animated by the
Fiat, had the power to put peace between God and creatures. They loved
to be won by Their little daughter, and to hear Me repeat to Them:
“Descend – let the Word descend upon earth.” I can say that the very
Divinity would call Me; and I would run – I would fly into Their midst.
Since I had never done my human will, my presence requited Them of the
love and the glory of the great work of all Creation, and therefore They
entrusted to Me the secret of the history of mankind. And I prayed and
prayed again for peace to come between God and man.
Now, my child, you must know that the human will alone closed Heaven,
and therefore it was not given to man to penetrate into those celestial
regions, or to have a familiar relationship with his Creator. On the
contrary, the human will had cast him away from the One who had created
him. As soon as man withdrew from the Divine Will, he became fearful,
timid; he lost the dominion of himself and of the whole Creation. All
the elements, because they were dominated by the Fiat, had remained
superior to him and could do harm to him. Man was afraid of everything;
and do you think it is trivial, my child, that the one who had been
created as king, dominator of everything, reached the point of being
afraid of the One who had created him? It is strange, my child, and I
would say almost against nature, that a child would be afraid of his
father; while it is according to nature that, as one generates, love and
trust between father and child are also generated. This can be called
the primary inheritance that is due to the child, and the primary right
that is due to the father. So, by doing his will, Adam lost the
inheritance of his Father; he lost his Kingdom, and rendered himself the
laughing stock of all created things.
My child, listen to your Mother, and ponder well the great evil of the
human will. It removes the eyes of the soul and makes her become blind,
in such a way that everything is darkness and fear for the poor
creature. Therefore, place your hand upon your heart and swear to your
Mama that you would rather die than do your will. I, by never doing my
will, had no fear of my Creator. And how could I be afraid if He loved
Me so much? And the Kingdom extended so much within Me, that with my
acts I kept forming the full day to make the new Sun of the Eternal Word
rise upon earth. And as I saw that the day was being formed, I
increased my supplications to obtain the longed-for day of peace between
Heaven and earth.
Tomorrow I will wait for you to narrate to you another surprise of my
life down here.
The soul:
My Sovereign Mama, how sweet are your lessons. Oh, how they make me
comprehend the great evil of my human will. Oh! how many times I too
felt within me fear, timidity, and as though far away from my Creator.
Ah! it was my human will that reigned in me – not the Divine; and this
is why I felt its sad effects.
Therefore, if You love me as your child, take my heart in your hands,
and put out of me the fear, the timidity, which prevent my flight toward
my Creator, and, in their place, put in me that Fiat which You so much
love, and which You want to reign in my soul.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will place into my hands every bother, fear,
mistrust that you may feel, that I may convert them into Will of God;
saying to me, three times: “My Mama, make the Divine Will reign in my
soul.”
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My Mama, my trust, form the day of the Divine Will in my soul.
Day Seventeen
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will leaves the Temple. Marriage with Saint Joseph.
Divine Mirror to which She calls, to reflect themselves,
all those who are called by God to the Marital State.
The soul to her Celestial Mama:
Holy Mama, today more than ever I feel the need to remain clasped in the
arms of my Mama, so that that Divine Will which reigns in You may form
the sweet enchantment to my will, that It may keep it subdued, and it
may not dare to do anything which is not Will of God. Your lessons of
yesterday made me comprehend the life imprisonment into which the human
will casts the poor creature, and I so much fear that my will may make
little escapes from me, and take its place in me again. Therefore I
entrust myself to You, my Mama, that You may watch over me so much, that
I may be sure to live always of Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Cheer up, my child – have courage and trust in your Mama, and an iron
resolution never to give life to your will. Oh! how I would love to
hear from your lips: “My Mama, my will is ended, and the Divine Fiat
has total empire in me.” These are the weapons that make it die
continuously, and conquer the Heart of your Mama to use all the loving
arts of Mother, so that Her child may live in the Kingdom of Her Mama. For
you it will be sweet death, which will give you true life; and for Me it
will be the most beautiful victory I will achieve in the Kingdom of the
Divine Will. Therefore, have courage and trust in Me. Distrust is of
the cowardly, and of those who are not really committed to obtaining
victory, and therefore they are always without weapons; and without
weapons one cannot win, and is always inconstant and vacillating in
doing good.
Now, my child, listen to Me: I continued my life in the Temple and my
little escapes up there to my Celestial Fatherland. I had my rights of
daughter to make my little visits to my Divine Family which, more than
Father, belonged to Me. But what was not my surprise when in one of
these visits of mine They made known to Me that it was Their Will for Me
to leave the Temple; first, to unite Myself in bond of marriage,
according to the custom of those times, to a holy man called Joseph; and
to withdraw together with him to live in the house of Nazareth.
My child, in this step of my life, in appearance it seemed that God
wanted to put Me in a trial. I had never loved anyone in the world, and
since the Divine Will extended through my whole being, my human will
never had one act of life; therefore, the seed of human love was missing
in Me. How could I love a man in the human order, as great a saint as
he might be? It is true that I loved everyone, and that my love toward
all was so great, that my love of Mother had inscribed them in my
maternal Heart, one by one, with indelible characters of fire. But this
was all in the order of divine love; and human love, compared to the
divine, can be called shadows, shadings – atoms of love. Yet, my child,
that which in appearance seemed to be a trial and as though strange for
the sanctity of my life, God used in an admirable way in order to
fulfill His designs, and to grant Me the grace which I so much longed
for – that is, the descent of the Word upon earth. God gave Me the
safeguard, the defense, the help, so that no one could talk about Me –
about my honesty. Saint Joseph was to be the cooperator, the tutor, who
was to take care of that bit of the human which We needed; as well as
the shadow of the Celestial Paternity, in which our little Celestial
Family on earth was to be formed.
So, in spite of my surprise, immediately I said: “Fiat”, knowing that
the Divine Will would not harm Me, or prejudice my sanctity. Oh! had I
wanted to put in one act of my human will, even in the aspect of wanting
to know no man, I would have sent to ruin the plans of the coming of the
Word upon earth. Therefore, it is not the diversity of states that
prejudices sanctity, but the lack of Divine Will, and of the fulfillment
of one’s duties to which God calls the creature. All states are holy,
marriage too, as long as the Divine Will is present in them, as well as
the exact sacrifice of one’s duties. But the great part are indolent
and lazy, and not only do they not make themselves saints, but they make
of their state, some a purgatory, and some a hell.
So, as I learned that I was to leave theTemple, I did not say a word to
anyone, waiting for God Himself to move the external circumstances to
make Me fulfill His adorable Will, as indeed it happened. The superiors
of the Temple called Me and said to Me that it was their will, and also
the custom of those times, that I prepare Myself for marriage. I
accepted. Miraculously, among many, the choice fell upon Saint Joseph;
and so the marriage was formed and I left the Temple.
Therefore, I pray you, child of my Heart, that in all circumstances you
take to heart the Divine Will alone, if you want the divine designs to
be accomplished over you.
The soul:
Celestial Queen, your child entrusts herself to You. With my trust, I
want to wound your Heart; and may this wound always say in your maternal
Heart: “Fiat! Fiat! Fiat!” – so your little child always asks from You.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come onto my knees and will recite fifteen Glory
Be’s to thank the Lord
for all the graces He granted Me up to the fifteenth year of my life,
especially for having given Me the company of a man so holy, as was
Saint Joseph.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Powerful Queen, give me the weapons to wage battle, to make me conquer
the Will of God.
Day Eighteen
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will in the House of Nazareth.
Heaven and Earth are about to exchange the Kiss of Peace. The Divine Hour is Near.
The soul to her Queen Mama:
My Sovereign Mama, I am back again to follow your steps. Your love
binds me, and like powerful magnet, it keeps me fixed and all intent on
listening to the beautiful lessons of my Mama. But this is not enough
for me; if You love me as your child, enclose me in the Kingdom of the
Divine Will in which You lived and live, and close the doors in such a
way that, even if I wanted, I would no longer be able to go out. So, as
Mother and child, we will live common life and will both be happy.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My dearest child, if you knew how I long to keep you enclosed in the
Kingdom of the Divine Will…. Each lesson of mine that I give you is
fences that it forms to prevent your stepping out; and it is a fortress
to wall up your will, that it may comprehend and love being under the
sweet empire of the Supreme Fiat. Therefore, be attentive in listening
to Me, because this is nothing other than the work that your Mama does
in order to entice and captivate your will, and to make the Divine Will
conquer you.
Now, my dear child, listen to Me: I departed from
the Temple with the
same courage with which I entered It, and only to do the Divine Will. I
went to Nazareth and I no longer found my dear and holy parents. I went
accompanied only by Saint Joseph, and in him I saw my good angel whom
God had given Me for my custody, though I had cohorts of Angels that
accompanied Me on the journey. All created things made bows of honor
for Me; and I, thanking them, gave each created thing my kiss and my
greeting as Queen. And so we arrived at Nazareth.
Now, you must know that Saint Joseph and I looked at each other with
modesty, and we felt our hearts swollen, because each one wanted to let
the other know that we were bound to God with a vow of perennial
virginity. Finally, silence was broken, and we both manifested our
vow. Oh! how happy we felt; and thanking the Lord, we protested to live
together as brother and sister. I was most attentive in serving him; we
looked at each other with veneration, and the dawn of peace reigned in
our midst. Oh! if all would reflect themselves in Me by imitating Me….
I adapted Myself very much to the ordinary life; I let nothing appear
outside of the great seas of grace that I possessed.
Now, listen to Me, my child: in the house ofNazarethI felt ignited more
than ever, and I prayed that the Divine Word would descend upon earth.
The Divine Will, which reigned in Me, did nothing but invest all my acts
with light, with beauty, with sanctity, with power. I felt It was
forming the Kingdom of light within Me – but a light that constantly
arises; the Kingdom of beauty, sanctity and power that always grows.
So, all the divine qualities, which the Divine Fiat extended within Me
with Its reigning, brought Me fecundity. The light that invaded Me was
so great, that my very humanity would remain so embellished and invested
by this Sun of the Divine Will, that it would do nothing but produce
celestial flowers. I felt Heaven lowering Itself down to Me, and the
earth of my humanity rising; and Heaven and earth embraced, reconciled,
to exchange the kiss of peace and of love. The earth disposed itself to
produce the seed in order to form the Just One, the Holy One; and Heaven
opened to let the Word descend into this seed.
I would do nothing but descend and ascend to my Celestial Fatherland,
and throw Myself into the paternal arms of my Celestial Father, saying
to Him with the heart: “Holy Father, I cannot endure any longer – I
feel enflamed; and while I burn, I feel a powerful strength within Me
that wants to conquer You. With the chains of my love I want to bind
You in order to disarm You, that You may delay no more; but upon the
wings of my love I want to carry the Divine Word from Heaven to earth.”
And I prayed and cried that He would listen to Me.
And the Divinity, conquered by my tears and prayers, assured Me by
saying to Me: “Daughter, who can resist You? You have won; the divine
hour is near. Return to the earth and continue your acts in the power
of my Volition, and by these, all will be shaken, and Heaven and earth
will exchange the kiss of peace.” But in spite of this, I did not yet
know that I was to be the Mother of the Eternal Word.
Now, dear child, listen to Me, and comprehend well what it means to live
of Divine Will. By living of It, I formed Heaven and Its Divine Kingdom
in my soul. Had I not formed this Kingdom within Me, the Word could
never have descended from Heaven to earth. If He descended, it was
because He descended into His own Kingdom, which the Divine Will had
formed in Me. He found in Me His Heaven, His divine joys; nor would the
Word ever have descended into a foreign kingdom – ah, no, no. First He
wanted to form His Kingdom in Me, and then descend as victorious into
His Kingdom. Not only this, but by living always of Divine Will, I
acquired by grace that which in God is by nature: the divine fecundity,
in order to form, without the work of a man, the seed to let the
Humanity of the Eternal Word germinate from Me. What can the Divine
Will operating in a creature not do? Everything, and all possible and
imaginable goods. Therefore, may you take to heart that everything be
Divine Will in you, if you want to imitate your Mama, and make Me
content and happy.
The soul:
Holy Mama, if You want, You can. Just as You had the power to conquer
God, to the point of making Him descend from Heaven to earth, You will
not lack the power to conquer my will, that it may no longer have life.
In You I hope, from You I will obtain everything.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will make Me a little visit in the house of
Nazareth, and, as homage to Me, you will give Me all your acts, that I
may unite them to mine in order to convert them into Divine Will.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Celestial Empress, bring the kiss of the Will of God to my soul.
Day Nineteen
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will. The Doors of Heaven open, the Sun of the Eternal Word places
Himself on the lookout.
He sends His Angel to tell the Virgin that the Hour of God has
come.
The soul to her Celestial Mama:
Holy Mama, here I am again on the knees of my Mama. I am your child,
who wants to be fed the food of your most sweet word, which brings me
the balm to heal the wounds of my miserable human will. My Mama, speak
to me; let your powerful words descend into my heart and form a new
creation, in order to form the seed of the Divine Will in my soul.
Lesson of the Sovereign Queen:
Dearest child, this is precisely the purpose for which I love so much to
let you hear the celestial secrets of the Divine Fiat, the portents It
can operate where It reigns completely, and the great harm of one who
lets himself be dominated by the human will: that you may love the
Divine Will, to let It form Its throne within you, and abhor the human
will, to make of it the footstool of the Divine Will, keeping it
sacrificed at Its divine feet.
Now, my child, listen to Me: I continued my life in Nazareth; the
Divine Fiat continued to expand Its Kingdom within Me. It used my
littlest acts, even the most indifferent ones – such as keeping the
little house in order, starting the fire, sweeping, and all the tasks
that are usually done in the families – to let Me feel Its life
palpitating in the fire, in the water, in the food, in the air I
breathed – in everything. And investing them, It formed over my little
acts seas of light, of grace, of sanctity; because wherever It reigns,
the Divine Will has the power to form, from little trifles, new heavens
of enchanting beauty. In fact, being immense, It does not know how to
do small things, but with Its power It gives value to trifles, and makes
of them the greatest things, such as to astonish Heaven and earth.
Everything is holy, everything is sacred, for one who lives of Divine
Will.
Now, child of my Heart, pay attention to Me and listen: several days
before the descent of the Eternal Word upon earth, I could see Heaven
opened and the Sun of the Divine Word at Its doors, as though to look
out for the one upon whom He was to take His flight, to render Himself
Celestial Prisoner of a creature. Oh! how beautiful it was to see Him
at the doors of Heaven, as though on the lookout, and to spy the
fortunate creature who was to host her Creator! The Sacrosanct Trinity
no longer looked at the earth as alien to Them, because there was little
Mary who, by possessing the Divine Will, had formed the Divine Kingdom
in which He could descend safely, as in His own dwelling, in which He
would find Heaven and the many suns of the many acts of Divine Will done
in my soul. The Divinity overflowed with love, and removing the mantle
of justice which, for so many centuries, They had kept with creatures,
They covered Themselves with the mantle of infinite mercy, and decreed
among Themselves the descent of the Word, and were in the act of
sounding the hour of the fulfillment. At this sound, Heaven and earth
were astounded, and all stood at attention, to be spectators of such a
great excess of love, and a prodigy so unheard-of.
Your Mama felt ignited with love, and echoing the love of my Creator, I
wanted to form one single sea of love, so that the Word might descend
upon earth within it. My prayers were incessant, and while I was
praying in my little room, an Angel came, sent from Heaven as messenger
of the great King. He came before Me, and bowing, he hailed Me: “Hail,
O Mary, our Queen; the Divine Fiat has filled You with grace. He has
already pronounced His Fiat – that He wants to descend; He is already
behind my shoulders, but He wants your Fiat to form the fulfillment of
His Fiat.”
At such a great announcement, so much desired by Me – although I had
never thought I would be the chosen one – I was stupefied and hesitated
one instant. But the Angel of the Lord told Me: “Do not fear, our
Queen, for You have found grace before God. You have conquered your
Creator; therefore, to complete the victory – pronounce your Fiat.”
I pronounced my Fiat, and – oh! marvel – the two Fiat fused together and
the Divine Word descended into Me. My Fiat, which was endowed with same
value as the Divine Fiat, from the seed of my humanity, formed the tiny
little Humanity which was to enclose the Word; and the great prodigy of
the Incarnation was accomplished.
Oh! power of the Supreme Fiat – You raised Me so high as to render Me
powerful, to the point of being able to create within Me that Humanity
which was to enclose the Eternal Word, whom Heaven and earth could not
contain. The heavens were shaken, and all Creation assumed the attitude
of feast; and exulting with joy, they peeked over the little house of
Nazareth, to give homages and obsequies to the Creator made Man; and in
their mute language, they said: “Oh! prodigy of prodigies, which only a
God could do. Immensity has made itself little, power has rendered
itself powerless, His unreachable height has lowered itself deep into
the abyss of the womb of a Virgin, and at the same time, He is little
and immense, powerful and powerless, strong and weak.”
My dear child, you cannot comprehend what your Mama experienced in the
act of the Incarnation of the Word. All pressed upon Me and awaited my
Fiat, I could say, omnipotent.
Now, dear child, listen to Me: how much you should take to heart doing
the Divine Will and living of It. My power still exists – let Me
pronounce my Fiat over your soul. But in order to do this, I want your
own. A true good cannot be done with one alone; the greatest works are
always done between two. God Himself did not want to do it on His own,
but wanted Me together with Him to form the great prodigy of the
Incarnation; and in my Fiat and in His, the life of the Man-God was
formed, the destiny of mankind was restored, Heaven was no longer
closed; all goods were enclosed between the two Fiat. Therefore, let us
pronounce them together: “Fiat, Fiat”, and my maternal love will
enclose in you the life of the Divine Will.
Enough for now; tomorrow I will wait for you again, to narrate to my
child the continuation of the Incarnation.
The soul:
Beautiful Mama, I feel stupefied in hearing your beautiful lessons. O
please! I pray You to pronounce your Fiat over me; and I will pronounce
my own, so that that Fiat, for which You so much yearn to reign as life
in me, may be conceived in me.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, You will come to give the first kiss to Jesus, and
will say to Him, as many as nine times, that you want to do His Will.
And I will repeat the prodigy of making Jesus be conceived in your soul.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Powerful Queen, pronounce your Fiat, and create in me the Will of God.
Day Twenty [1]
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
The Virgin, Heaven studded with Stars. In this Heaven, the Sun
of the Divine Fiat blazes with Its Most Refulgent Rays and fills Heaven and earth. Jesus in the Womb of His Mama.
The soul to her Mother Queen:
Here I am again with You, my Celestial Mama. I come to rejoice with
You, and bowing at your holy feet, I hail You, Full of Grace and Mother
of Jesus. Oh! I will no longer find my Mama alone, but I will find my
little Prisoner Jesus together with You. So, we will be three, no
longer two: together, Mama, Jesus and I. What fortune for me, that if
I want to find my little King Jesus, it is enough to find His Mama and
mine. O please! O Holy Mama, at the height of Mother of a God at which
You are, have pity on your miserable and little child, and say for me
the first word to little Prisoner Jesus – that He give me the great
grace to live of His Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven, Mother of Jesus:
My dear child, today I await you more than ever. My maternal Heart is
swollen; I feel the need to pour out my ardent love with my child: I
want to say to you that I am the Mother of Jesus. My joys are infinite;
seas of happiness inundate Me. I can say: I am the Mother of Jesus;
His creature, His handmaid, is Mother of Jesus – and I owe this only to
the Fiat. It rendered Me full of grace, It prepared the worthy dwelling
for my Creator. Therefore, always glory, honor and thanksgiving be to
the Supreme Fiat.
Now listen to Me, child of my Heart: as soon as the little Humanity of
Jesus was formed in my womb by the power of the Divine Fiat, the Sun of
the Eternal Word incarnated Himself in It. I had my Heaven, formed by
the Fiat, all studded with most refulgent stars which glittered with
joys, beatitudes, harmonies of divine beauty; and the Sun of the Eternal
Word, blazing with inaccessible light, came to take His place within
this Heaven, hidden in His little Humanity. And since His little
Humanity could not contain Him, the center of this Sun remained in It,
but Its light overflowed outside, and investing Heaven and earth, It
reached every heart. And with Its pounding of light, It knocked at each
creature, and with voices of penetrating light, It said to them: “My
children, open to Me; give Me a place in your hearts. I have descended
from Heaven to earth in order to form my life in each one of you. My
Mother is the center in which I reside, and all my children will be the
circumference, in which I want to form so many of my lives for as many
as are my children.” And the light knocked and knocked again, without
ever ceasing; and the little Humanity of Jesus moaned, cried, agonized,
and within that light which reached into the hearts, He made flow His
tears, His moans and His pangs of love and of sorrow.
Now, you must know that a new life began for your Mama. I was aware of
everything that my Son was doing. I saw Him devoured by seas of flames
of love; each one of His heartbeats, breaths and pains, were seas of
love that He unleashed, enveloping all creatures to make them His own by
force of love and of sorrow. In fact, you must know that as His little
Humanity was conceived, He conceived all the pains He was to suffer, up
to the last day of His life. He enclosed all souls within Himself,
because, as God, no one could escape Him. His immensity enclosed all
creatures, His all-seeingness made them all present to Him. Therefore,
my Jesus, my Son, felt the weight and the burden of all the sins of each
creature. And I, your Mama, followed Him in everything, and felt within
my maternal Heart the new generation of the pains of my Jesus, and the
new generation of all the souls whom, as Mother, together with Jesus I
was to generate to grace, to light, to the new life which my dear Son
came to bring upon earth.
My child, you must know that from the moment I was conceived, I loved
you as Mother, I felt you in my Heart, I burned with love for you, but I
did not understand why. The Divine Fiat made me do facts, but would
keep the secret hidden from Me. But as He incarnated Himself, He
revealed the secret to Me, and I comprehended the fecundity of my
Maternity – that I was to be not only Mother of Jesus, but Mother of
all; and this Maternity was to be formed on the stake of sorrow and of
love. My child, how much I have loved you, and I love you.
Now listen to Me, dear child – what extent one can reach, when the
Divine Will takes operating life in the creature, and the human will
lets It work without impeding Its step. This Fiat, which by nature
possesses the generative virtue, generates all goods in the creature; It
renders her fecund, giving her maternity over all, over all goods, and
over the One who created her. Maternity says and means true love,
heroic love, love that is content with dying to give life to the one it
has generated. If this is not there, the word maternity is sterile, is
empty, and is reduced to words, but does not exist with facts.
Therefore, if you, my child, want the generation of all goods, let the
Fiat take operating life in you, which will give you the maternity, and
you will love everyone with love of mother. And I, your Mama, will
teach you how to fecundate in you this maternity, all holy and divine.
The soul:
Holy Mama, I abandon myself in your arms. Oh! how I would like to wet
your maternal hands with my tears, to move You to compassion for the
state of my poor soul. O please! if You love me as Mama, enclose me in
your Heart, let your love burn away my miseries, my weaknesses, and let
the power of the Divine Fiat, which You possess as Queen, form Its
operating life in me, in such a way that I may be able to say: “My Mama
is all for me, and I am all for Her.”
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will thank the Lord as many as three times in
the name of all, for He incarnated Himself and made Himself Prisoner in
my womb, giving Me the great honor of choosing Me as His Mother.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Mama of Jesus, be my Mama and guide me on the path of the Will of God.
Day Twenty-one
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Rising Sun. Full Midday. The Eternal Word in our Midst.
The soul to her Queen Mama:
Most sweet Mama, my poor heart feels the extreme need to come onto your
maternal knees to confide to You my little secrets and to entrust them
to your maternal Heart. Listen, oh! my Mama, in looking at the great
prodigies that the Divine Fiat operated in You, I feel it is not given
to me to imitate You because I am little, weak; and then, the tremendous
struggles of my existence, which crush me and leave me but a breath of
life.
My Mama, oh, how I would want to pour my heart into Yours, to let You
feel the pains that embitter me and the fear that tortures me – that I
may fail to do the Divine Will. Have pity, O Celestial Mother, have
pity. Hide me in your Heart and I will lose the memory of my evils, to
remember only to live of Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven, Mother of Jesus:
Dearest child, do not fear, trust your Mama; pour everything into my
Heart, and I will take everything into account. I will be your Mama, I
will change your pains into light, and will use them to expand the
boundaries of the Kingdom of the Divine Will in your soul.
Therefore, put everything aside for now, and listen to Me; I want to
tell you what little King Jesus operated in my maternal womb, and how
your Mama did not lose even one breath of little Jesus.
My child, the little Humanity of Jesus kept growing, united
hypostatically with the Divinity. My maternal womb was so very narrow,
dark – there was not a glimmer of light. And I could see Him in my
maternal womb, immobile, enveloped in a deep night. But do you know
what formed this darkness, so intense, for the Infant Jesus? The human
will, in which man had voluntarily enveloped himself; and for as many
sins as he committed, so many abysses of darkness he formed around and
within himself, in such a way that it rendered him immobile to doing
good. And my dear Jesus, in order to put to flight the darkness of this
night so deep, in which man had rendered himself the prisoner of his own
tenebrous will, to the point of losing the motion of doing good, chose
the sweet prison of His Mama and, voluntarily, exposed Himself to the
immobility of nine months.
My child, if you knew how martyred was my maternal Heart in seeing
little Jesus in my little womb, immobile, crying, sighing…. His ardent
heartbeat palpitated so very strongly; fidgeting with love, He made His
heartbeat heard in every heart, to ask them – for pity’s sake – for
their souls, so as to enclose them in the light of His Divinity, because
for love of them He had voluntarily exchanged light for darkness so that
all might obtain true light in order to reach safety.
My dearest child, who can tell you what my little Jesus suffered in my
womb? Unheard-of and indescribable pains. He was endowed with full
reason – He was God and Man; and His love was so great that He put as
though aside the infinite seas of joys, of happiness, of light, and
plunged His tiny Humanity into the seas of darkness, of bitternesses, of
unhappiness, of miseries, which creatures had prepared for Him. And
little Jesus took them all upon His shoulders, as if they were His own.
My child, true love never says ‘enough’. It does not look at the pains,
and by dint of pains it searches for the loved one; and when it lays
down its life to give life back to the beloved – then is it content.
My child, listen to your Mama; see what great evil it is to do your
will: not only do you prepare the night for your Jesus and for
yourself, but you form seas of bitternesses, of unhappiness and of
miseries, in which you remain so engulfed as to be unable to escape.
Therefore, be attentive; make Me happy by saying to Me: “I want to do
always the Divine Will.”
Now listen, my child: little Jesus, in spasms of love, is in the act of
taking the step to come out to the light of the day. His yearnings, His
ardent sighs and desires for He wants to embrace the creature, to make
Himself seen, and to look at her in order to enrapture her to Himself,
give Him no more respite. And just as one day He put Himself on the
lookout at the doors of Heaven in order to enclose Himself in my womb,
so is He now in the act of putting Himself on the lookout at the doors
of my womb, which is more than Heaven. And the Sun of the Eternal Word
rises in the world and forms in it Its full midday. So, there will be
night no longer for the poor creatures, nor dawn, nor daybreak – but
always sunshine, more than at the fullness of midday.
Your Mama felt She could no longer contain Him within Herself. Seas of
light and of love inundated Me; and just as I conceived Him within a sea
of light, so within a sea of light He came out of my maternal womb.
Dear child, for one who lives of Divine Will everything is light, and
everything converts into light.
Enraptured in this light, I awaited to embrace my little Jesus in my
arms, and as He came out of my womb, I heard His first loving wailings.
The Angel of the Lord placed Him in my arms and I pressed Him so very
tightly to my Heart and gave Him my first kiss, and little Jesus gave Me
His.
Enough for now; tomorrow I will wait for you again, to continue the
narration of the birth of Jesus.
The soul:
Holy Mama, oh! how fortunate You are – You are the true blessed one
among all women. O please! for the sake of those joys which You
experienced when You pressed Jesus to your breast and gave Him your
first kiss, I pray You to let me hold little Jesus in my arms for a few
instants, that I may give Him contentment by saying to Him that I swear
to love Him always – always, and that I want to know nothing but His
Divine Will.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come to kiss the little feet of Baby Jesus,
and you will place your will into His little hands to let Him play and
smile.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My Mama, enclose little Jesus in my heart, that He may transform it
completely into Will of God.
Day Twenty-two
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Little King Jesus is Born. The Angels point to Him and call the
Shepherds to adore Him. Heaven and Earth exult, and the Sun of the
Eternal Word, following Its Course, dispels the Night of Sin and gives
rise to the Full Day of Grace. The Home of Bethlehem.
The soul to her Celestial Mama:
Today, Holy Mama, I feel an ardor of love, and I feel that I cannot be
without coming onto your maternal knees to find the Celestial little
Baby in your arms. His beauty enraptures me, His gazes wound me, His
lips, in the act of moaning and bursting into tears, capture my heart to
love Him. My dearest Mama, I know that You love me, and therefore I ask
You to give me a little place in your arms, so that I may give Him my
first kiss, pour my heart into little King Jesus, and entrust to Him my
interesting secrets, which so much oppress me. And in order to make Him
smile, I will say to Him: “My will is Yours and Yours is mine;
therefore, form in me the Kingdom of your Divine Fiat.”
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven to her child:
My dearest child, oh! how I long for you to be in my arms, to have the
great contentment of being able to say to our little Baby King: “Do not
cry, my pretty One. See, here with us is my little child, who wants to
recognize You as King and give You dominion in her soul, to let You lay
the Kingdom of your Will within her.”
Now, child of my Heart, while you are all intent on longing for the
little Child Jesus, pay attention and listen to Me. You must know that
it was midnight when the little newborn King came out of my maternal
womb. But the night turned into day; He who was the Lord of light put
to flight the night of the human will, the night of sin, the night of
all evils; and as the sign of what He was doing in the order of souls,
with His usual Omnipotent Fiat the midnight turned into most refulgent
daylight. All created things ran to sing praise to their Creator in
that little Humanity. The sun ran to give its first kisses of light to
little Baby Jesus, and to warm Him with its heat; the ruling wind, with
its waves, purified the air of the stable, and with its sweet moaning
said to Him: “I love You”; the heavens were shaken from their very
foundations; the earth exulted and trembled down to the abyss; the sea
roared with its gigantic waves. In sum, all created things recognized
that their Creator was now in their midst, and they all competed in
singing His praises. The very Angels, forming light in the air, with
melodious voices which could be heard by all, said: “Glory to God in
the highest, and peace on earth to men of good will. The Celestial Baby
is now born in the grotto of Bethlehem, wrapped in poor swaddling
clothes…” – so much so, that the shepherds who were in vigil, listened
to the angelic voices and ran to visit the little Divine King.
My dear child, continue to listen to Me. As I received Him into my arms
and gave Him my first kiss, I felt the need of love to give something of
my own to my Baby Son; and offering Him my breast, I gave Him abundant
milk – milk formed in my person by the Divine Fiat Itself, in order to
nourish little King Jesus. But who can tell you what I experienced in
doing this; and the seas of grace, of love, of sanctity, that my Son
gave to Me in return? Then I wrapped Him in poor but clean little
clothes, and I placed Him in the manger. This was His Will, and I could
not do without executing It. But before doing this, I shared Him with
dear Saint Joseph, placing Him in his arms; and – oh! how he rejoiced.
He pressed Him to his heart, and the sweet little Baby poured torrents
of grace into his soul. Then, together with Saint Joseph, we arranged a
little hay in the manger, and detaching Him from my maternal arms, I
laid Him in it. And your Mama, enraptured by the beauty of the Divine
Infant, remained kneeling before Him most of the time. I put all my
seas of love into motion, which the Divine Will had formed in Me, to
love Him, adore Him, and thank Him.
And what did the Celestial little Child do in the manger? A continuous
act of the Will of our Celestial Father, which was also His; and
emitting moans and sighs, He wailed, cried and called to everyone,
saying in His loving moans: “Come all of you, children of mine; for
love of you I am born to sorrow and to tears. Come all of you, to know
the excess of my love. Give Me shelter in your hearts.” And there was
a coming and going of shepherds, who came to visit Him, and to all He
gave His sweet gaze and His smile of love, amid His very tears.
Now, my child, a little word to you: you must know that all my joy was
to hold my dear Son Jesus on my lap, but the Divine Will made Me
understand that I should place Him in the manger, at everyone’s
disposal, so that whoever wanted to, could caress Him, kiss Him, and
take Him in his arms, as if He were his own. He was the little King of
all, therefore they had the right to make of Him a sweet pledge of
love. And I, in order to fulfill the Supreme Volition, deprived Myself
of my innocent joys, beginning, with works and sacrifices, the office of
Mother, of giving Jesus to all.
My child, the Divine Will is demanding and wants everything, even the
sacrifice of the holiest things; and according to the circumstances, the
great sacrifice of depriving oneself of Jesus Himself; but this, in
order to extend Its Kingdom even more, and to multiply the life of Jesus
Himself. In fact, when the creature, out of love for Him, deprives
herself of Him, her heroism and sacrifice is so great, as to have the
virtue of producing a new life of Jesus, to be able to form another
dwelling for Jesus. Therefore, dear child, be attentive and, under any
pretext, never deny anything to the Divine Will.
The soul:
Holy Mama, your beautiful lessons confound me; but if You want me to put
them into practice, do not leave me alone, so that, when You see me
succumb under the enormous weight of the divine privations, You may
press me to your maternal Heart; and I will feel the strength never to
deny anything to the Divine Will.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come as many as three times to visit little
Baby Jesus, and to kiss His tiny little hands; and you will say to Him
five acts of love, to honor His tears and to calm His crying.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Holy Mama, pour the tears of Jesus into my heart, that He may dispose in
me the triumph of the Will of God.
Day Twenty-three [2]
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Here sounds the First Hour of Sorrow.
A Star, with mute Voice, calls the Magi to adore Jesus.
A Prophet makes himself the Revealer
of the Sorrows of the Sovereign Queen.
The soul to her Queen Mama:
My most sweet Mama, here I am again at your knees; this child of yours
can no longer be without You, my Mama. The sweet enchantment of the
Celestial Baby, whom You now clasp in your arms, and now adore on your
knees and love in the manger, enraptures me, thinking that your happy
destiny and the very little King Jesus are nothing other than the fruits
and the sweet and precious pledges of that Fiat which extended Its
Kingdom in You. O please! oh! Mama, give me your word that You will
make use of your power to form in me the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Lesson of my Celestial Mama:
My dearest child, how happy I am to have you close to Me, to be able to
teach you how the Kingdom of the Divine Will can extend in all things.
All crosses, sorrows, humiliations, invested by the life of the Divine
Fiat, are like raw materials in Its hands, in order to nourish Its
Kingdom and to extend It more and more.
Therefore, pay attention to Me, and listen to your Mama. I continued my
stay in the grotto of Bethlehem with Jesus and dear Saint Joseph. How
happy we were. Because of the presence of the Divine Infant and of the
Divine Will operating in us, that little grotto had changed into
Paradise. It is true that pains and tears were not lacking, but
compared to the immense seas of joy, of happiness, of light, which the
Divine Fiat made arise in each of our acts, they were just little drops
plunged into these seas. And then, the sweet and lovable presence of my
dear Son was one of my greatest happinesses.
Now, dear child, you must know that the eighth day arrived after the
Celestial Baby had been born to the light of the day, and the Divine
Fiat sounded the hour of sorrow, commanding us to circumcise the
charming little Baby. It was a most painful cut which little Jesus was
to undergo. It was the law of those times that all the firstborn had to
undergo this painful cut. It can be called the law of sin, but my Son
was innocent and His law was the law of love; but in spite of this,
because He came to find, not the man-king, but the man degraded, in
order to make Himself his brother and to elevate him, He wanted to lower
Himself, and He submitted Himself to the law.
My child, Saint Joseph and I felt a shiver of pain, but intrepid and
without hesitating, we called the minister and we had Him circumcised
with a most painful cut. At the bitter pain, Baby Jesus cried and flung
Himself into my arms, asking for my help. Saint Joseph and I mixed our
tears with His; we gathered the first Blood shed by Jesus for love of
creatures, and we gave Him the name of Jesus – powerful name, which was
to make Heaven and earth tremble, and even hell; a name which was to be
balm, defense, help for every heart.
Now, my child, this cut was the image of the cruel cut that man had done
to his soul by doing his own will; and my dear Son allowed Himself to be
given this cut in order to heal the harsh cut of the human wills, and,
with His Blood, to heal the wounds of the many sins which the poison of
the human will has produced in the creatures. So, each act of human
will is a cut that is given, and a wound that opens; and the Celestial
Baby, with His painful cut, prepared the remedy for all the human
wounds.
Now, my child, another surprise: a new star shines under the vault of
the heavens, and with its light, it goes in search of adorers, to lead
them to recognize and adore Baby Jesus. Three individuals, each distant
from the other, are struck by it, and invested by supreme light, they
follow the star, which leads them to the grotto of Bethlehem, to the
feet of Baby Jesus. What was not the astonishment of these Magi Kings,
in recognizing in that Divine Infant the King of Heaven and earth – the
One who had come to love and save all? In fact, in the act in which the
Magi were adoring Him, enraptured by that celestial beauty, the newborn
Baby made His Divinity shine forth from His little Humanity, and the
grotto changed into Paradise; so much so, that they were no longer able
to detach themselves from the feet of the Divine Infant – not until He
again withdrew the light of the Divinity within His Humanity. And I,
putting in exercise the office of Mother, spoke at length of the descent
of the Word, and fortified them in faith, hope and charity, symbolized
by their gifts offered to Jesus; and, full of joy, they withdrew into
their regions, to be the first propagators.
My dear child, do not move from my side; follow Me everywhere. Forty
days from the birth of little King Jesus are about to sound when the
Divine Fiat calls us to the Temple in order to fulfill the law of the
Presentation of my Son. So we went to the Temple. It was the first
time that we went out together with my sweet Baby. A vein of sorrow
opened in my Heart: I was going to offer Him as victim for the
salvation of all. We entered the Temple, and first we adored the Divine
Majesty; then we called the priest, and having placed Him in his arms, I
made the offering of the Celestial Baby to the Eternal Father – offering
Him in sacrifice for the salvation of all. The priest was Simeon, and
as I placed Him in his arms, he recognized that He was the Divine Word
and exulted with immense joy; and after the offering, assuming the
attitude of prophet, he prophesied all my sorrows. Oh! how the Supreme
Fiat sounded over my maternal Heart – thoroughly, with vibrating sound,
the mournful tragedy of all the pains of my Baby Son. But what pierced
Me the most were the words that the holy prophet spoke to Me: “This
dear Baby will be the salvation and the ruin of many, and will be the
target of contradictions.”
If the Divine Will had not sustained Me, I would have died instantly of
pure pain. But It gave Me life, and used it to form in Me the Kingdom
of sorrows, within the Kingdom of Its very Will. So, in addition to the
right of Mother which I had over all, I acquired the right of Mother and
Queen of all Sorrows. Ah! yes, with my sorrows I acquired the little
coin to pay the debts of my children, and also of the ungrateful
children.
Now, my child, you must know that in the light of the Divine Will I
already knew all the sorrows I was to suffer – and even more than that
which the holy prophet told Me. But in that act, so solemn, of offering
my Son, in hearing it being repeated to Me, I felt so pierced that my
Heart bled, and deep gashes opened in my soul.
Now, listen to your Mama: in your pains, in the sorrowful encounters
which are not lacking for you, never lose heart; but with heroic love
let the Divine Will take Its royal place in your pains, that It may
convert them for you into little coins of infinite value, with which you
will be able to pay the debts of your brothers, to ransom them from the
slavery of the human will, so as to make them enter again, as free
children, into the Kingdom of the Divine Fiat.
The soul:
Holy Mama, in your pierced Heart do I place all my pains; and You know
how they pierce my heart. O please! be my Mama, and pour into my heart
the balm of your sorrows, that I may share in your same destiny of using
my pains as little coins in order to conquer the Kingdom of the Divine
Will.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come into my arms, that I may pour in you
the first Blood that the Celestial Baby shed in order to heal the wounds
that your human will did to you; and you will recite three acts of love
in order to mitigate the spasm of the wound of Baby Jesus.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My Mama, pour your sorrow into my soul, and convert all my pains into
Will of God.
Day Twenty-four
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
A Cruel Tyrant. Little King Jesus is brought by His Mama and by
Saint Joseph into a foreign Land, as Poor Exiled Ones. Return to Nazareth.
The soul to her Queen, overwhelmed by Sorrow:
My Sovereign Mama, your little child feels the need to come to your
maternal knees to keep You a little company. I see your face veiled
with sadness, and a few fleeting tears flowing from your eyes. The
sweet little Baby is shivering, and, sobbing, He cries. Holy Mama, I
unite my pains to yours in order to comfort You and to calm the crying
of the Celestial Baby. But, O please! my Mama, do not refuse to reveal
to me your secret. What is it that is so gloomy for my dear little
Baby?
Lesson of the Mother Queen:
My dearest child, today the Heart of your Mama is swollen with love and
with sorrow, so much so, that I cannot refrain from crying. You know of
the coming of the Magi Kings, who caused rumor in Jerusalem, asking
about the new King. And cruel Herod, for fear that his throne might be
overthrown, has already given the mandate to kill my sweet Jesus, my
dear Life, together with all the other children.
My child, what sorrow! The One who has come to give life to all, and to
bring into the world the new era of peace, of happiness, of grace – they
want to kill Him! What ingratitude, what perfidy! Ah! my child, to
what extent the blindness of the human will reaches! To the extent of
becoming ferocious, of tying the hands of the very Creator, and of
making itself the master of the One who created it. Therefore, give Me
your compassion, my child, and try to calm the crying of the sweet
Baby. He cries because of the human ingratitude, because, only a
newborn, they want Him dead; and in order to save Him, we are forced to
flee. Dear Saint Joseph has already been told by the Angel to leave
quickly for a foreign land. You – accompany us, dear child; do not
leave us alone, and I will continue to give you my lessons on the grave
evils of the human will.
Now, you must know that as soon as man withdrew from the Divine Will, he
broke off with his Creator. Everything had been made by God on earth –
everything was His; and man, by not doing the Divine Will, lost all
rights, and it can be said that he had no place on which to put his
foot. So, he became the poor exiled one, the pilgrim who could not
posses a permanent room; and this, not only for the soul, but also for
the body. All things became mutable for poor man; and if he has any
fleeting thing, it was by virtue of the foreseen merits of this
Celestial Baby. This, because the whole magnificence of Creation was
destined by God for those who would do His Will and live in Its
Kingdom. All others, if they manage to take anything, are the true
petty thieves of their Creator; and with reason: they do not want to do
the Divine Will, and want the goods that belong to It!
Now, dear child, listen to how much I and this dear Baby love you, for
at the first dawn of His life He goes into exile, and into a foreign
land, in order to free you from the exile in which your human will put
you, so as to call you back to live, not in a foreign land, but in your
Fatherland, which was given to you when you were created – that is, the
Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat. Child of my Heart, have pity on the tears
of your Mother, and on the tears of this sweet dear Baby, as We, crying,
ask you never to do your will. But, come back, We pray you, We implore
you, into the bosom of the Divine Will, which so much longs for you.
Now, dear child, in the midst of the sorrow for human ingratitude, and
amid the immense joys and happinesses that the Divine Fiat gave Us, and
the feast that all Creation made for the sweet Baby, the earth became
green again and flowery under our steps, to give homage to its Creator.
The sun fixed on Him, and singing His praises with its light, it felt
honored to give Him its light and heat. The wind caressed Him; the
birds, almost like clouds, alighted around Us, and with their trills and
songs, made the most beautiful lullabies for the dear Baby, to calm His
crying and favor His sleep. My child, since the Divine Will was in Us,
We had power over everything.
So we arrived in Egypt, and after a long period of time, the Angel of
the Lord told Saint Joseph that we should return to the house of
Nazareth, because the cruel tyrant had died. So we repatriated to our
native lands.
Now, Egypt symbolizes the human will – a land full of idols; and
wherever the little Child Jesus passed, He knocked down these idols and
cast them into hell. How many idols the human will possesses – idols of
vainglory, of self-esteem and of passions that tyrannize the poor
creature. Therefore, be attentive; listen to your Mama, as I would make
any sacrifice never to let you do your will, and would lay down even my
life to give you the great good of living always in the bosom of the
Divine Will.
The soul:
Most sweet Mama, how much I thank You for making me comprehend the great
evil of the human will. Therefore I pray You, for the sake of the
sorrow You suffered in the exile of Egypt, to make my soul go out of the
exile of my will, and to make me repatriate to the dear Fatherland of
the Divine Will.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will offer your actions united with mine, in act
of gratitude to the Holy Baby, praying Him to enter into the Egypt of
your heart in order to change it all into Will of God.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My Mama, enclose little Jesus in my heart, that He may reorder it all
into Divine Will.
Day Twenty-five [3]
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Nazareth, Symbol and Reality of the Kingdom of the Divine Fiat.
Hidden Life. The Depository, Source and Perennial Channel.
The soul to her Sovereign Queen:
Most sweet Mama, here I am again at your maternal knees, as I find You
together with the little child Jesus; and caressing Him, You tell Him
your love story, and Jesus tells You His. Oh! how beautiful it is to
find Jesus and the Mama speaking to each other. And the ardor of their
love is so great that they remain mute – enraptured: the Mother in the
Son, and the Son in the Mother. Holy Mama, do not put me aside, but
keep me with You, so that, in listening to what You say, I may learn to
love You and to do always the Most Holy Will of God.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Dearest child, oh! how I longed for you in order to continue my lessons
on the Kingdom which the Supreme Fiat extended ever more within Me.
Now, you must know that for your Mama, for dear and sweet Jesus, and for
Saint Joseph, the little house of Nazareth was a Paradise. Being the
Eternal Word, my dear Son possessed the Divine Will within Himself, of
His own virtue; immense seas of light, of sanctity, of joys and of
infinite beauty resided in that little Humanity. I possessed the Divine
Will by grace; and even though I could not embrace immensity, as did
beloved Jesus – because He was God and Man, and I was always His finite
creature – yet, in spite of this, the Divine Fiat filled Me so much,
having formed Its seas of light, of sanctity, of love, of beauties and
of happinesses; and the light, the love and everything that a Divine
Will can possess, which came out of Us, were so great that Saint Joseph
remained eclipsed, inundated, and lived of our reflections.
Dear child, in this house of Nazareth, the Kingdom of the Divine Will
was in full force. Every little act of ours – that is, working,
starting the fire, preparing the food – were all animated by the Supreme
Volition, and were formed on the solidity of the sanctity of pure love.
Therefore, from the littlest to the greatest of our acts, immense joys,
happinesses and beatitudes were unleashed. And we remained so inundated
as to feel ourselves as though under a pouring rain of new joys and
indescribable contentments.
My child, you must know that the Divine Will possesses, by nature, the
source of joys, and when It reigns in the creature It delights in
giving, in each one of her acts, the new continuous act of Its joys and
happinesses. Oh! how happy we were. Everything was peace, highest
union, and each of us felt honored in obeying the other. My dear Son
also competed in wanting to be commanded by Me and by dear Saint Joseph
in the little jobs. Oh! how beautiful it was to see Him in the act of
helping His foster father in the smith-work, or to see Him take food.
But how many seas of grace did He let flow in those acts for the good of
creatures?
Now, dear child, listen to Me: in this house of Nazareth, the Kingdom
of the Divine Will was formed in your Mama and in the Humanity of my
Son, to make of It a gift for the human family, when they would dispose
themselves to receive the good of this Kingdom. But even though my Son
was King and I was Queen, yet We were King and Queen without a people.
Our Kingdom, though It could enclose all and give life to all, was
deserted, because Redemption was needed first, in order to prepare and
dispose man to come into this Kingdom so holy. More so, since It was
possessed by Me and by my Son, who belonged to the human family
according to the human order, as well as to the Divine Family by virtue
of the Divine Fiat and of the Incarnate Word, and therefore creatures
received the right to enter into this Kingdom. And the Divinity gave
the right, and left the doors open to those who wanted to enter. So,
our hidden life of so many years served to prepare the Kingdom of the
Divine Will for creatures. And this is why I want to make known to you
what this Supreme Fiat operated in Me, so that you may forget your will,
and as you hold the hand of your Mama, I may lead you into the goods
which, with so much love, I have prepared for you.
Tell Me, child of my Heart, will you make Me content, and also your and
my dear Jesus, as We await you with so much love in this Kingdom so
holy, to live together with Us, and to live only of Divine Will?
Now listen, dear child, to another trait of love which my dear Jesus
made for Me in the house of Nazareth: He made of Me the depository of
the whole of His life. When God does a work, He does not leave it
suspended, or in the empty space, but He always looks for a creature in
whom to be able to enclose and place the whole of His work. Otherwise,
there would be the danger that God might expose His works to uselessness
– which cannot be. Therefore, my dear Son placed in Me His works, His
words, His pains – everything. He deposited even His breath into His
Mama. And when, withdrawn in our little room, He would speak sweetly
and narrate to Me all the Gospels He was to preach to the public, the
Sacraments He was to institute, He entrusted everything to Me; and
depositing everything in Me, He constituted Me perennial channel and
source, because His life and all His goods were to come from Me for the
good of all creatures. Oh! how rich and happy I felt in feeling that
all that my dear Son Jesus did, was being deposited in Me. The Divine
Will which reigned in Me gave Me the space to be able to receive
everything, and Jesus felt the requital from His Mama of love and glory
of the great work of Redemption. What did I not receive from God,
because I never did my will, but always His? Everything; even the very
life of my Son was at my disposal; and while it remained always in Me, I
could bilocate it, to give it to whomever would ask Me for it with love.
Now, my child, a little word to you. If you do always the Divine Will
and never your own, and you live in It, I, your Mama, will make the
deposit of all the goods of my Son in your soul. Oh, how fortunate you
will feel – you will have a divine life at your disposal, which will
give you everything. And I, acting as your true Mama, will put Myself
on guard, so that this life may grow in you, and form in you the Kingdom
of the Divine Will.
The soul:
Holy Mama, I abandon myself into your arms. I am a little daughter who
feels the extreme need of your maternal cares. O please! I pray You to
take this will of mine and to enclose it in your Heart. Never give it
to me again, that I may be happy to live always of Divine Will; and so I
will make You and my dear Jesus content.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come to make three little visits in the
house of Nazareth to honor the Holy Family, reciting three Pater,
Ave, Gloria, praying us to admit you to live in our midst.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Jesus, Mary and Joseph, take me with you to live in the Kingdom of the
Will of God.
Day Twenty-six
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
The Hour of Sorrow approaches. Painful Separation. Jesus in His Public and Apostolic Life.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Here I come again to You, my Queen Mama. Today, my love of daughter
toward You makes me run to be spectator of when my sweet Jesus,
separating from You, goes on His way to form His apostolic life in the
midst of creatures. Holy Mama, I know that You will suffer very much;
each moment of separation from Jesus will cost You your life; and I,
your child, do not want to leave You alone. I want to dry your tears,
and with my company, I want to break your loneliness; and as we remain
together, You will continue to give me your beautiful lessons on the
Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My dearest child, your company will be very pleasing to Me, because in
you I will feel the first gift that Jesus gives Me – a gift made of pure
love, produced by His sacrifice and mine; a gift which will cost Me the
life of my Son.
Now, pay attention to Me and listen. Hear, my child: a life of sorrow,
of loneliness and of long separations from my Highest Good, Jesus,
begins for your Mama. His hidden life is ended, and He feels the
irresistible need of love to go out in public, to make Himself known,
and to go in search of man, lost in the maze of his will, and prey to
all evils. Dear Saint Joseph had already died; Jesus was leaving, and I
remained alone in the little house.
When my beloved Jesus asked Me for the obedience to leave – because He
did nothing without first telling Me – I felt a blow in my Heart, but
knowing that that was the Supreme Will, immediately I pronounced my Fiat
– I did not hesitate one instant; and between my Fiat and the Fiat of my
Son, We separated. In the ardor of our love, He blessed Me, and He left
Me. I accompanied Him with my gaze while I could, and then,
withdrawing, I abandoned Myself in that Divine Will which was my life.
But – oh! power of the Divine Fiat – this Holy Will never let Me lose
sight of my Son, nor did He lose Me; on the contrary, I felt His
heartbeat in mine, and Jesus felt mine in His.
Dear child, I had received my Son from the Divine Will, and whatever
this Holy Will gives, is not subject either to ending or to suffering
separation – Its gifts are permanent and eternal. Therefore, my Son was
mine; no one could take Him away from Me – neither death, nor sorrow,
nor separation – because the Divine Will had given Him to Me. So, our
separation was the appearance, but in reality We were fused together;
more so, since one was the Will that animated Us. How could We
separate?
Now, you must know that the light of the Divine Will allowed Me to see
how badly and with how much ingratitude they treated my Son. He
directed His step toward Jerusalem; His first visit was to the holy
Temple, in which He began the series of His preachings. But – ah!
sorrow – His word, full of life, bearer of peace, of love and of order,
was misinterpreted and badly listened to – especially by the erudite and
the learned of those times. And when my Son said that He was the Son of
God, the Word of the Father, the One who had come to save them, they
took such offense that they wanted to devour Him with their furious
gazes. Oh, how my beloved Good, Jesus, suffered. His creative word,
rejected, made Him feel the death which they gave to His divine word;
and I was all attention, all eyes, in looking at that Divine Heart,
bleeding, and I offered Him my maternal Heart to receive the same
wounds, to console Him and give Him a support when He was about to
succumb. Oh! how many times, after imparting His word, I saw Him
forgotten by all, without anyone who would offer Him a refreshment;
alone – alone, outside of the city walls; outside, under the vault of
the starry heavens, leaning on a tree, crying and praying for the
salvation of all. And I, your Mama, dear child, cried with Him from my
little house; and in the light of the Divine Fiat, I sent Him my tears
as refreshment, my chaste embraces and my kisses as comfort.
But in seeing Himself rejected by the great, the learned, my beloved Son
did not stop, nor could He stop – His love ran, because He wanted
souls. So He surrounded Himself with the poor, the afflicted, the sick,
the lame, the blind, the mute, and with many other maladies by which the
poor creatures were oppressed – all of them images of the many evils
which the human will had produced in them. And dear Jesus healed
everyone; He consoled and instructed everyone. So He became the friend,
the father, the doctor, the teacher of the poor.
My child, it can be said that the poor shepherds were the ones who
received Him with their visits at His birth, and the poor are those who
follow Him in the last years of His life down here, unto His death. In
fact, the poor, the ignorant, are more simple, less attached to their
own judgment, and therefore they are more favored, more blessed, and
preferred by my dear Son; so much so, that He chose poor fishermen as
Apostles, as pillars of the future Church.
Now, dearest child, if I wanted to tell you what my Son and I did and
suffered during these three years of His public life, I would be too
long. What I recommend to you is that in everything you may do and
suffer, your first and last act be the Divine Fiat. In the Fiat I
separated from my Son, and the Fiat gave Me the strength to make the
sacrifice. In the same way, you will find strength for everything, even
in the pains that cost you your life, if you enclose everything in the
Eternal Fiat. Therefore, give your word to your Mama, that you will let
yourself be found always in the Divine Will. In this way, you too will
feel the inseparability from Me and from our Highest Good, Jesus.
The soul:
Most sweet Mama, how I compassionate You in seeing You suffer so much.
O please, I pray You, pour your tears and those of Jesus into my soul,
to reorder it and enclose it in the Divine Fiat.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will give Me all your pains as company to my
loneliness, and in each pain you will place an “I
love You” for Me and for
your Jesus, to repair for those who do not want to listen to the
teachings of Jesus.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Divine Mama, may your word and that of Jesus descend into my heart and
form in me the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Day Twenty-seven
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Here sounds the Hour of Sorrow. The Passion.
A Deicide. The Crying of all Nature.
The soul to her Sorrowful Mother:
My dear Sorrowful Mother, today, more than ever, I feel the irresistible
need to be close to You. No, I will not move from your side, to be
spectator of your bitter sorrows and to ask You, as your child, for the
grace to place in me your sorrows and those of your Son Jesus, and also
His very death; so that His death and your sorrows may give me the grace
to make my will die continually, and make rise again, upon it, the life
of the Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Sorrows:
Dearest child, do not deny Me your company in so much bitterness. The
Divinity has already decreed the last day of my Son down here. An
Apostle has already betrayed Him, giving Him up into the hands of the
Jews, to make Him die. My dear Son, taken by excess of love and not
wanting to leave His children, whom He came to search for upon earth
with so much love, has already left Himself in the Sacrament of the
Eucharist, so that whoever wants Him, may possess Him. So, the life of
my Son is about to end, and He is about to take flight to His Celestial
Fatherland.
Ah! dear child, the Divine Fiat gave Him to Me, and in the Divine Fiat I
received Him; and now, in the same Fiat, I give Him back. My Heart is
torn; immense seas of sorrows inundate Me; I feel life leaving Me
because of the atrocious spasm. But nothing could I deny to the Divine
Fiat; on the contrary, I felt disposed to sacrifice Him with my own
hands, had It wanted it so. The strength of the Divine Will is
omnipotent, and I felt such strength by virtue of It, that I would have
contented Myself with dying rather than deny anything to the Divine
Will.
Now, my child, listen to Me: my maternal Heart is drowned with pains;
just thinking that my Son, my God, my Life, must die, is more than death
for your Mama. Yet, I know I must live. What torment, what deep gashes
form in my Heart, piercing It all the way through with sharp swords.
Yet, dear child, I grieve in saying this, but I must say this to you:
in these pains and deep gashes, and in the pains of my beloved Son,
there was your soul – your human will. Since it would not let itself be
dominated by the Will of God, We covered it with pains, We embalmed it,
We fortified it with our pains, so that it would dispose itself to
receive the life of the Divine Will.
Ah! if the Divine Fiat had not sustained Me and continued Its course
with infinite seas of light, of joy, of happiness, along side the seas
of my bitter sorrows, I would have died as many times for as many pains
as my dear Son suffered. Oh! how tortured I felt, when He made Himself
seen for the last time – pale, with a sadness of death on His face, and
with trembling voice, as though wanting to burst into sobs, He told me:
“Good-bye Mama. Bless your Son, and give Me the obedience to die. My
Divine Fiat and Yours made Me be conceived, and my Divine Fiat and Yours
must make Me die. Hurry, Oh dear Mama, pronounce your Fiat, and tell
Me: ‘I bless You and I give You the obedience to die crucified. So
does the Eternal Will want, and so I too want’.”
My child, what a blow to my pierced Heart. Yet, I had to say it,
because there were no forced pains in Us, but all voluntary. So We
blessed each other, and exchanging that gaze which is not able to detach
any more from the beloved, my dear Son, my sweet Life, departed; and I,
your sorrowful Mama, stayed. But the eye of my soul never lost sight of
Him. I followed Him into the Garden, in His terrible agony, and – oh!
how my Heart bled in seeing Him abandoned by all, even by His most
faithful and dear Apostles.
Dear child, the abandonment of dear ones is one of the greatest sorrows
for a human heart in the stormy hours of life; especially for my Son,
who had loved them so much and done so much good to them, and who was in
the act of giving His life for the very ones who had just abandoned Him
in the extreme hours of His life – even more, they had run away. What
sorrow! What sorrow! And I, in seeing Him agonize and sweat Blood,
agonized together with Him and sustained Him in my maternal arms. I was
inseparable from my Son; His pains were reflected in my Heart, liquefied
by sorrow and by love, and I felt them more than if they were my own.
So I followed Him the whole night; there was not one pain or accusation
they gave Him, which did not resound in my Heart. But, at the dawn of
the morning, unable to endure any longer, accompanied by the disciple
John, by Magdalene and other pious women, I wanted to follow Him step by
step, also corporally, from one tribunal to another.
My dearest child, I heard the roaring of the lashes that fell upon the
naked body of my Son; I heard the mockeries, the satanic laughter, and
the blows they gave Him on His head when they crowned Him with thorns.
I saw Him when Pilate showed Him to the people – disfigured and
unrecognizable. I felt deafened by the “Crucify Him, Crucify Him!” I
saw Him take the Cross upon His shoulders, exhausted, panting. And I,
unable to refrain, hastened my step to give Him my last embrace and to
dry His face, all wet with Blood. But – no! there was no pity for Us.
The cruel soldiers pulled Him by the ropes and made Him fall. Dear
child, what harrowing pain, not being able to help my dear Jesus in so
many pains. Every pain opened a sea of sorrow in my pierced Heart.
Finally, I followed Him to Calvary, where, amid unheard-of pains and
horrible contortions, He was crucified and lifted up on the Cross. Only
then was it conceded to Me to be at the foot of the Cross, to receive
from His dying lips the gift of all my children, and the right and seal
of my Maternity over all creatures. Shortly after, amid unheard-of
spasms, He breathed His last.
All nature wore mourning, and cried over the death of its Creator. The
sun cried, obscuring itself and withdrawing, horrified, from the face of
the earth. The earth cried with a strong tremor, ripping open in
various places, for the sorrow of the death of its Creator. All cried:
the sepulchers by opening, the dead by rising; and even the veil of the
Temple cried with sorrow by ripping open. All lost joy, and felt terror
and fright. My child, your Mama remained petrified with sorrow, waiting
to receive Him into my arms, to close Him in the sepulcher.
Now, listen to Me in my intense sorrow; with the pains of my Son I want
to speak to you of the great evils of your human will. Look at Him in
my sorrowful arms, how disfigured He is. He is the true portrait of the
evils that the human will does to the poor creatures. My dear Son
wanted to suffer so many pains in order to raise this will again –
fallen into the abyss of all miseries; each pain of Jesus and each one
of my sorrows called it to rise again in the Divine Will. Our love was
so great that in order to place this human will in safety, We filled it
with our pains, up to the point of drowning it and enclosing it inside
the immense seas of my sorrows, and of those of my beloved Son.
Therefore, on this day of sorrows for your sorrowful Mother – and all
for you – in return give Me your will, into my hands, that I may enclose
it in the bleeding wounds of Jesus, as the most beautiful victory of His
Passion and death, and as the triumph of my most bitter sorrows.
The soul:
Sorrowful Mama, your words wound my heart, and I feel myself dying in
hearing that it was my rebellious will that made You suffer so much.
Therefore I pray You to enclose it in the wounds of Jesus, that I may
live of His pains and of your bitter sorrows.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will kiss the wounds of Jesus, saying five acts
of love, and praying Me that my sorrows may seal your will in the
opening of His sacred side.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
May the wounds of Jesus and the sorrows of my Mama give me the grace to
make my will rise again in the Will of God.
Day Twenty-eight
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Limbo. The Expectation. Victory over Death. The Resurrection.
The soul to her Mother Queen:
Pierced Mama, your little child, knowing that You are alone, without
your beloved Good, Jesus, wants to remain clinging to You to keep You
company in your most bitter desolation. Without Jesus, all things
change into sorrow for You. The memory of His harrowing pains, the
sweet sound of His voice which still resounds in your ear, the charming
gaze of dear Jesus, now sweet, now sad, now swollen with tears, but
which always enraptured your maternal Heart – as You don’t have them
with You any more, they are like sharp swords which pierce your pierced
Heart through.
Desolate Mama, your dear child wants to give You relief, an act of
compassion, for each pain. Even more, I would like to be Jesus, to be
able to give You all the love, all the comforts, reliefs and compassion
which Jesus Himself would have given You in this state of yours, of
bitter desolation. Sweet Jesus gave me to You as your child; therefore,
put me in His place in your maternal Heart, and I will be all of my
Mama; I will dry your tears, and I will always keep You company.
Lesson of the Desolate Queen and Mother:
Dearest child, thank you for your company; but if you want your company
to be sweet and dear to Me, and bearer of relief to my pierced Heart, I
want to find in you the Divine Will operating and dominating, and that
you do not surrender even one breath of life to your will. Then, yes,
will I exchange you with my Son Jesus, because, His Will being in you,
in It I will feel Jesus in your heart, and – oh, how happy I will be to
find in you the first fruit of His pains and of His death. In finding
my beloved Jesus in my child, my pains will change into joys, and my
sorrows into conquests.
Now, listen to Me, child of my sorrows: as my dear Son breathed His
last, He descended into Limbo, as triumpher and bearer of glory and
happiness to that prison in which were all the Patriarchs and Prophets,
the first father Adam, dear Saint Joseph, my holy parents, and all those
who had been saved by virtue of the foreseen merits of the future
Redeemer. I was inseparable from my Son, and not even death could take
Him away from Me. So, in the ardor of my sorrows I followed Him into
Limbo and was spectator of the feast, of the thanksgivings, which that
whole great crowd of people gave to my Son, who had suffered so much,
and whose first step had been toward them, to beatify them and to bring
them with Himself to celestial glory. So, as He died, conquests and
glory began for Jesus and for all those who loved Him. This, dear
child, is symbol of how, as the creature makes her will die through
union with the Divine Will, conquests of divine order, glory and joy
begin, even in the midst of the greatest sorrows.
Even though the eyes of my soul followed my Son and I never lost sight
of Him, at the same time, during those three days in which He was
buried, I felt such yearnings to see Him risen, that in my ardor of love
I kept repeating: “Rise, my Glory! Rise, my Life!” My desires were
ardent, my sighs, of fire – to the point of feeling consumed.
Now, in these yearnings, I saw that my dear Son, accompanied by that
great crowd of people, went out of Limbo in act of triumph, and brought
Himself to the sepulcher. It was the dawn of the third day, and just as
all nature had cried over Him, now it rejoiced; so much so, that the sun
anticipated its course to be present at the act in which my Son was
rising again. But – oh marvel – before rising again, He showed that
crowd of people His Most Holy Humanity – bleeding, wounded, disfigured;
the way it had been reduced for love of them and of all. All were
moved, and admired the excesses of love and the great portent of
Redemption.
Now, my child, oh, how I wish you to be present in the act in which my
Son rose again. He was all Majesty; His Divinity, united to His soul,
unleashed seas of light and of enchanting beauty, such as to fill Heaven
and earth; and, as triumpher, making use of His power, He commanded His
dead Humanity to receive His soul again, and to rise, triumphant and
glorious, to immortal life. What a solemn act! My dear Jesus triumphed
over death, saying: “Death, you will no longer be death – but life.”
With this act of triumph, He placed the seal that He was Man and God;
and with His Resurrection, He confirmed His doctrine, His miracles, the
life of the Sacraments, and the whole life of the Church. Not only
this, but He obtained triumph over the human wills, weakened and almost
extinguished to true good, to make triumph over them the life of that
Divine Will which was to bring to creatures the fullness of sanctity and
of all goods. And at the same time, by virtue of His Resurrection, He
cast into the bodies the seed of resurrection to everlasting glory. My
child, the Resurrection of my Son encloses everything, says everything,
confirms everything, and is the most solemn act that He did for love of
creatures.
Now, listen to Me, my child; I want to speak to you as the Mama who
loves her child very much. I want to tell you what it means to do the
Divine Will and to live of It; and my Son and I give you the example.
Our life was strewn with pains, with poverty, with humiliations, to the
point of seeing my beloved Son dying of pains; but in all this ran the
Divine Will. It was the life of our pains, and We felt triumphant and
conquerors, to the extent of changing even death into life; so much so,
that in seeing the great good, We voluntarily exposed ourselves to
suffering because, since the Divine Will was in Us, no one could impose
himself on It, or on Us. Suffering was in our power, and We called upon
it as nourishment and triumph of Redemption, so as to be able to bring
good to the entire world.
Now, dear child, if your life and your pains have the Divine Will as
their center of life, be certain that sweet Jesus will use you and your
pains to give help, light and grace to the whole universe. Therefore,
pluck up courage; the Divine Will knows how to do great things wherever
It reigns; and in all circumstances, reflect yourself in Me and in your
sweet Jesus, and move forward.
The soul:
Holy Mama, if You help me and keep me sheltered under your mantle,
acting as my celestial sentry, I am certain that I will convert all my
pains into Will of God; and I will follow You, step by step, along the
interminable ways of the Supreme Fiat, because I know that your charming
love of Mother and your power will conquer my will, and You will keep it
in your power and exchange it with the Divine Will. Therefore, my Mama,
I entrust myself to You, and I abandon myself into your arms.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will say seven times: “Not my will, but Yours
be done”, offering Me my sorrows to ask Me for the grace that you may
always do the Divine Will.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My Mama, for the sake of the Resurrection of your Son, make me rise
again in the Will of God.
Day Twenty-nine
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
The Hour of the Triumph. Apparitions of Jesus.
The Fugitives cling around the Virgin as the Ark of Salvation and of
Forgiveness.
Jesus departs for Heaven.
The soul to her Mother Queen:
Admirable Mother, here I come to You again, on your maternal knees, to
unite myself with You in the feast and triumph of the Resurrection of
our dear Jesus. How beautiful is your appearance today – all
loveliness, all sweetness, all joy. I seem to see You risen together
with Jesus. O please, oh Holy Mama, in so much joy and triumph, do not
forget your child. Rather, enclose the seed of the Resurrection of
Jesus in my soul, so that, by virtue of It, I may rise again fully in
the Divine Will, and live always united with You and with my sweet
Jesus.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Blessed child of my maternal Heart, great was my joy and my triumph in
the Resurrection of my Son; I felt reborn and risen again in Him. All
my sorrows changed into joy and into seas of graces, of light, of love,
of forgiveness for creatures, and laid my Maternity over all my
children, given to Me by Jesus, with the seal of my sorrows.
Now listen to Me, dear child: you must know that after the death of my
Son I withdrew in the cenacle, together with beloved John and
Magdalene. But my Heart was pierced because only John was near Me, and
in my sorrow I said: “And the other Apostles – where are they?”
But as they heard that Jesus had died, touched by special graces, all
moved and weeping, one by one, the fugitives drew around Me, surrounding
Me like a crown; and with tears and sighs, they asked for my forgiveness
for they had so cravenly abandoned their Master, and had run away from
Him. I welcomed them maternally in the ark of refuge and salvation of
my Heart; I assured all of them of the forgiveness of my Son, and I
encouraged them not to fear. I said to them that their destiny was in
my hands, because He had given them all to Me as my children, and I
recognized them as such.
Blessed child, you know that I was present at the Resurrection of my
Son. But I did not say a word to anyone, waiting for Jesus Himself to
manifest Himself as risen, glorious and triumphant. The first one to
see Him risen was the fortunate Magdalene; then the pious women. And
all came to Me telling Me that they had seen Jesus risen, that the
sepulcher was empty; and I listened to all, and with an air of triumph I
confirmed all in the faith in the Resurrection. By evening, almost all
of the Apostles had seen Him, and all felt as though triumphant at
having been the Apostles of Jesus. What change of scene, dear child –
symbol of those who have first let themselves be dominated by the human
will, represented by the Apostles who run away, abandoning their Master;
and their fear and fright is such that they hide, and Peter reaches the
point of denying Him. Oh! if they had been dominated by the Divine
Will, they would never have run away from their Master, but, courageous
and as triumphers, would never have departed from His side, and would
have felt honored to lay down their lives to defend Him.
Now, dear child, my beloved Son Jesus remained on earth, risen, for
forty days. Very often He appeared to the Apostles and disciples to
confirm them in the faith and certainty of His Resurrection; and when He
was not with the Apostles, He was with His Mama in the cenacle,
surrounded by the souls who had come out of Limbo. But as the term of
the forty days expired, beloved Jesus instructed the Apostles, and
leaving His Mama as their guide and teacher, He promised us the descent
of the Holy Spirit. Then, blessing us all, He departed, taking flight
for the vault of the heavens, together with that great crowd of people
who had come out of Limbo. All those who were there, and they were a
great number, saw Him ascend; but as He went up high, a cloud of light
removed Him from their sight.
Now, my child, your Mama followed Him into Heaven, and was present at
the great feast of the Ascension. More so, since the Celestial
Fatherland was not foreign to Me; and then, the feast of my Son,
ascended into Heaven, would not have been complete without Me.
Now a little word to you, dearest child. Everything you have heard and
admired has been nothing other than the power of the Divine Will
operating in Me and in my Son. This is why I so much love to enclose in
you the life of the Divine Will – and operating life – because everyone
has It, but the majority of them keep It suffocated and to their
service. And while It could operate prodigies of sanctity, of grace,
and works worthy of Its power, It is forced by creatures to remain with
folded arms, unable to carry out Its power. Therefore, be attentive,
and let the Heaven of the Divine Will extend within you and operate,
with Its power, whatever It wants and however It wants.
The soul:
Most Holy Mama, your beautiful lessons enrapture me, and – oh, how I
wish and yearn for the operating life of the Divine Will in my soul. I
too want to be the inseparable one from my Jesus and from You, my Mama.
But to be sure of this, You must take on the commitment to keep my will
enclosed in your maternal Heart; and even if You should see that it
costs me much, You must never give it to me. Only in this way will I be
certain; otherwise, it will always be words, but I will never do facts.
Therefore, your child commends herself to You, and hopes for everything
from You.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will make three genuflections in the act in
which my Son ascended into Heaven, and you will pray Him to make you
ascend in the Divine Will.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My Mama, with your power, triumph in my soul, and make me be reborn in
the Will of God.
Day Thirty
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
The Teacher of the Apostles, Central Place of the Nascent Church, and
Boat of Refuge. The Descent of the Holy Spirit.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Here I come to You again, Sovereign of Heaven. I feel so drawn to You
that I count the minutes, waiting for your Supreme Height to call me in
order to give me the beautiful surprises of your maternal lessons. Your
love of Mother enraptures me, and in knowing that You love me, my heart
rejoices, and I feel all the confidence that my Mama will give me so
much love, so much grace, as to form the sweet enchantment to my human
will; in such a way that the Divine Will may extend Its seas of light
within my soul, and place the seal of Its Fiat in all my acts. O
please! O Holy Mama, never leave me alone again, and let the Holy Spirit
descend into me, that He may burn away all that does not belong to the
Divine Will.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My blessed child, your words echo in my Heart, and feeling wounded, I
pour Myself into you with my seas of graces. Oh, how they run toward my
child, to give you the life of the Divine Will. If you are faithful to
Me, I will leave you no more; I will always be with you, to give you the
food of the Divine Will in each one of your acts, words and heartbeats.
Now listen to Me, my child: our Highest Good, Jesus, has departed for
Heaven and is now before His Celestial Father, pleading for His children
and brothers, whom He has left upon earth. From the Celestial
Fatherland, He looks at everyone – no one escapes Him; and His love is
so great that He leaves His Mama on earth as comfort, help, instruction
and company for His children and mine.
Now, you must know that as my Son departed for Heaven, I remained
together with the Apostles in the cenacle, waiting for the Holy Spirit.
They were all around Me, clinging to Me, and we prayed together; they
did nothing without my advice. And when I began to speak to instruct
them or to narrate some anecdotes about my Son which they did not know –
as for example, the details of His birth, His baby tears, His loving
traits, the incidents that happened in Egypt, the so many wonders of the
hidden life in Nazareth – oh, how attentive they were in listening to
Me. They were enraptured in hearing the so many surprises, the so many
teachings that He had given Me, which were to serve for them. In fact,
my Son had said little or nothing about Himself to the Apostles,
reserving for Me the task of making known to them how much He had loved
them, and the details which only His Mama knew. So, my child, I was in
the midst of my Apostles more than the sun of the day. I was the
anchor, the wheel, the boat in which they found refuge, to be safe and
sheltered from every danger. Therefore, I can say that I delivered the
nascent Church upon my maternal knees, and that my arms were the boat in
which I led Her to a safe harbor, and I still lead Her.
Then the time came for the descent of the Holy Spirit, promised by my
Son, in the cenacle. What a transformation, my child. As they were
invested, they acquired new science, invincible strength, ardent love.
A new life flowed within them, which rendered them intrepid and
courageous, in such a way that they scattered throughout the whole world
to make Redemption known, and to lay down their lives for their Master.
I remained with beloved John, and was forced to leave Jerusalem, as the
storm of persecution began.
My dearest child, you must know that I still continue my magisterium in
the Church – there is nothing which does not descend from Me. I can say
that I pour my own self out for love of my children, and I nourish them
with my maternal milk. Now, during these times, I want to display a yet
more special love by making known how my whole life was formed in the
Kingdom of the Divine Will. Therefore I call you onto my knees, into my
maternal arms, so that, forming a boat for you, you may be sure to live
in the sea of the Divine Will. Greater grace I could not give you. O
please! I pray you, make your Mama content – come to live in this
Kingdom so holy. And when you see that your will would want to have
some act of life, come and take refuge in the safe boat of my arms,
saying to Me: “My Mama, my will wants to betray me, and I deliver it to
You, that you may put the Divine Will in its place.”
Oh, how happy I will be if I am able to say: “My child is all mine,
because she lives of Divine Will.” And I will make the Holy Spirit
descend into your soul, that He may burn away from you all that is
human; and by His refreshing breath, He may rule over you and confirm
you in the Divine Will.
The soul:
Divine Teacher, today your little child feels her heart swollen, to the
point of pouring myself out in crying, and wetting your maternal hands
with my tears. A veil of sadness invades me, and I fear that I will not
profit from your many teachings and from your many more than maternal
cares. My Mama, help me, fortify my weakness, put to flight my fears;
and I, abandoning myself in your arms, will be certain to live fully of
the Divine Will.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will recite seven Glory
Be’s in honor of the
Holy Spirit, praying to Me that His prodigies may be renewed over the
whole Holy Church.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Celestial Mama, pour fire and flames into my heart, that they may
consume me, and burn away all that is not Will of God.
Day Thirty-one
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Transit from Earth to Heaven. Happy Entrance.
Heaven and Earth celebrate the New Comer.
The soul to her Glorious Queen:
My dear Celestial Mama, I am back again in your maternal arms, and in
looking at You, I see that a sweet smile arises on your most pure lips.
Today your attitude is all festive; it seems to me that You want to
narrate to me and confide to your child something that will surprise me
even more. Holy Mama, O please! I pray You, with your maternal hands,
touch my mind, empty my heart, that I may comprehend your holy teachings
and put them into practice.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Dearest child, today your Mama is in feast, because I want to speak to
you of my departure from earth to Heaven, on the day in which I
completed fulfilling the Divine Will on earth. In fact, there was not
one breath, or heartbeat, or step in Me, in which the Divine Fiat did
not have Its complete act; and this embellished Me, enriched Me,
sanctified Me so much, that even the Angels remained enraptured.
Now, you must know that before departing for the Celestial Fatherland, I
returned again to Jerusalem with my beloved John. It was the last time
that I went past the earth in mortal flesh, and the whole Creation, as
though realizing it, prostrated Itself around Me. Even the fish of the
sea that I crossed, unto the tiniest little bird, wanted to be blessed
by their Queen; and I blessed them all, and gave them my last good-bye.
So I arrived in Jerusalem, and withdrawing into an apartment where John
brought Me, I enclosed Myself in it never to go out again.
Now, blessed child, you must know that I began to feel within Me such a
martyrdom of love, united to ardent yearnings to reach my Son in Heaven,
as to feel consumed – to the point of feeling infirm with love; and I
had intense deliriums and swoonings, all of love. In fact, I did not
know illness or any slight indisposition; in my nature, conceived
without sin and lived completely of Divine Will, the seed of natural
evils was missing. If pains courted Me so much, they were all in the
supernatural order, and these pains were triumphs and honors for your
Celestial Mama, and gave Me the field so that my Maternity would not be
sterile, but conqueror of many children. Do you see then, dear child,
what it means to live of Divine Will? It means to lose the seed of
natural evils, which produce, not honors and triumphs, but weaknesses,
miseries and defeats.
Therefore, dearest child, listen to the last word of your Mama who is
about to leave for Heaven. I would not depart content if I did not
leave my child safe. Before departing, I want to make my testament to
you, leaving you as dowry that same Divine Will which your Mama
possesses, and which engraced Me so much, to the point of making of Me
the Mother of the Word, Lady and Queen of the Heart of Jesus, and Mother
and Queen of all.
Listen, dear child, this is the last day of the month consecrated to
Me. I have spoken to you with great love of that which the Divine Will
operated in Me, of the great good It can do, and of what it means to let
oneself be dominated by It. I have also spoken to you of the grave
evils of the human will. But do you think that it was only to make you
a simple narration? No, no; when your Mama speaks, She wants to give.
In the ardor of my love, in each word I spoke to you, I bound your soul
to the Divine Fiat, and I prepared for you the dowry in which you might
live rich, happy, and endowed with divine strength.
Now that I am about to leave, accept my testament; may your soul be the
paper on which I write the attestation of the dowry that I give to you,
with the gold pen of the Divine Will, and with the ink of the ardent
love that consumes Me. Blessed child, assure Me that you will not do
your will, ever again. Place your hand on my maternal Heart, and
promise Me that you will enclose your will in my Heart, so that, not
feeling it, you will not have any occasion to do it, and I will bring it
with Me to Heaven, as triumph and victory of my child.
O please! dear child, listen to the last word of your Mama, dying of
pure love; receive my last blessing as seal of the life of the Divine
Will that I leave in you, which will form your heaven, your sun, your
sea of love and of grace. In these last moments, your Celestial Mama
wants to drown you with love, and pour Her own self out into you,
provided that I obtain my intent of hearing your last word – that you
will content yourself with dying, and will make any sacrifice, rather
than give one act of life to your will. Say it to me, my child – say it
to me.
The soul:
Holy Mama, in the ardor of my sorrow, I say it to You crying: if You
see that I am about to do one act alone of my will, make me die; come
Yourself to take my soul into your arms, and take me up there; and from
the heart, I promise, I swear, never – never to do my will.
The Queen of Love:
Blessed child, how content I am. I could not decide to narrate to you
my departure for Heaven if I did not leave my child safe on earth,
endowed with Divine Will. But know that from Heaven I will not leave
you – I will not leave you orphan; I will guide you in everything, and
from your smallest need, up to the greatest – call Me, and immediately I
will come to you to act as your Mama.
Now, dear child, listen to Me. I was already infirm with love. The
Divine Fiat, in order to console the Apostles, and also Myself, allowed
almost in a prodigious way that all the Apostles, except one, would
surround Me like a crown at the moment I was about to depart for
Heaven. All felt a blow to their hearts, and cried bitterly. I
consoled them all; I entrusted to them, in a special way, the nascent
Holy Church, and I imparted my maternal blessing to all, leaving in
their hearts, by virtue of it, the paternity of love toward souls. My
dear Son did nothing but come and go from Heaven; He could no longer be
without His Mama. And as I gave my last breath of pure love in the
endlessness of the Divine Will, my Son received Me in His arms and took
Me to Heaven, in the midst of the angelic choirs that sang praise to
their Queen. I can say that Heaven emptied Itself to come to meet Me.
All celebrated for Me, and in looking at Me, remained enraptured and
said in chorus: “Who is She, who comes from the exile, all cleaving to
Her Lord – all beautiful, all holy, with the scepter of Queen? Her
greatness is such that the Heavens have lowered themselves to receive
Her. No other creature has entered these celestial regions so adorned
and striking – so powerful as to hold supremacy over everything.”
Now, my child, do you want to know who She is – for whom the whole of
Heaven sings praise and remains enraptured? I am She who never did Her
own will. The Divine Will abounded so much with Me as to extend heavens
more beautiful, suns more refulgent, seas of beauty, of love, of
sanctity, such that I could give light to all, love and sanctity to all,
and enclose everything and everyone within my heaven. It was the work
of the Divine Will operating in Me that had accomplished such a great
prodigy; I was the only creature entering Heaven, who had done the
Divine Will on earth as It is done in Heaven, and who had formed Its
Kingdom in my soul. Now, in looking at Me, the whole Celestial Court
was amazed, because as they looked at Me, they found me heaven; and
returning to look at Me, they found me sun; and unable to remove their
gaze from Me, looking at Me more deeply, they saw Me sea, and found in
Me also the most clear earth of my humanity, with the most beautiful
flowerings. And, enraptured, they exclaimed: “How beautiful She is!
She has everything centralized within Herself – She lacks nothing.
Among all the works of Her Creator, She is the only complete work of the
whole Creation.”
Now, blessed child, you must know that this was the first feast made in
Heaven for the Divine Will, which had worked so many prodigies in Its
creature. So, at my entrance into Heaven, the whole Celestial Court
celebrated that which, beautiful and great, the Divine Fiat can operate
in the creature. Since then, these feasts have never been repeated, and
this is why your Mama loves so much that the Divine Will reign in souls
in an absolute way: to give It the field in order to let It repeat Its
great prodigies and Its marvelous feasts.
The soul:
Mama of love, Sovereign Empress, O please! from the Heaven in which You
gloriously reign, turn your pitying gaze upon the earth and have pity on
me. Oh, how I feel the need of my dear Mama. I feel life missing in me
without You; everything vacillates without my Mama. Therefore, do not
leave me halfway on my path, but continue to guide me until all things
convert into Will of God for me, so that It may form Its life and Its
Kingdom in me.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will recite three Glory
Be’s to the Most Holy
Trinity, to thank Them in my name for the great glory They gave Me when
I was assumed into Heaven; and you will pray Me to come to assist you at
the moment of your death.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Celestial Mama, enclose my will in your Heart, and leave the Sun of the
Divine Will in my soul.
Offering of the human will to the Celestial Queen
Most sweet Mama, here I am, prostrate at the foot of your throne. I am
your little child, I want to give You all my filial love, and as your
child, I want to braid all the little sacrifices, the ejaculatory
prayers, my promises to never do my will, which I have made many times
during this month of graces. And forming a crown, I want to place it on
your lap as attestation of love and thanksgiving for my Mama.
But this is not enough; I want You to take it in your hands as the sign
that You accept my gift, and at the touch of your maternal fingers,
convert it into many suns, for at least as many times as I have tried to
do the Divine Will in my little acts.
Ah! yes, Mother Queen, your child wants to give You homages of light and
of most refulgent suns. I know that You have many of these suns, but
they are not the suns of your child; so I want to give You mine, to tell
You that I love You, and to bind You to loving me. Holy Mama, You smile
at me and, all goodness, You accept my gift; and I thank You from the
heart. But I want to tell You many things; I want to enclose my pains,
my fears, my weaknesses, my whole being in your maternal Heart, as the
place of my refuge – I want to consecrate my will to You. O please! my
Mama, accept it; make of it a triumph of grace, and a field on which the
Divine Will may extend Its Kingdom. This will of mine, consecrated to
You, will render us inseparable, and will keep us in continuous
relations. The doors of Heaven will not be closed for me, because, as I
have consecrated my will to You, You will give me Yours in exchange.
So, either the Mama will come and stay with her child on earth, or the
child will go to live with her Mama in Heaven. Oh! how happy I will be.
Listen, dearest Mama, in order to make the consecration of my will to
You more solemn, I call the Sacrosanct Trinity, all the Angels, all the
Saints, and before all I protest – and with an oath – to make the solemn
consecration of my will to my Celestial Mama.
And now, Sovereign Queen, as the fulfillment, I ask for your holy
blessing, for myself and for all. May your blessing be the celestial
dew which descends upon sinners to convert them, and upon the afflicted
to console them. May it descend upon the whole world and transform it
in good; may it descend upon the purging souls and extinguish the fire
that burns them. May your maternal blessing be pledge of salvation for
all souls.
Appendix
The following six lessons and meditations were also written by Luisa at
a later time, and were included in book “The
Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will” published in 1937
under the care of Luisa’s confessor, Fr. Benedetto Calvi. They are
being added here below as an appendix which enriches and expands the
thirty one lessons of the “Virgin
Mary in the Kingdom of the Divine Will”.
Additional
lesson 1 of 6
Day Twenty (a)[4]
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
In the Ardor of Her Love, feeling Herself the Mother of Jesus,
Mary sets out in search of Hearts to be Sanctified. Visit to St. Elisabeth; Sanctification of John.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Celestial Mama, your poor child has extreme need of You. Since You are
my Mother and the Mother of Jesus, I feel the right to be near You, to
place myself at your side, and to follow your steps in order to model
mine. O please! Holy Mama, give me your hand, and take me with You,
that I may learn to behave well in the different actions of my life.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Blessed child, how sweet is your company to Me. In seeing that you want
to follow Me in order to imitate Me, I feel refreshment for the flames
of love that devour Me. Oh! yes, having you near Me, I will be able to
teach you more easily how to live of Divine Will. While you follow Me,
listen to Me.
As soon as I became Mother of Jesus and your Mother, my seas of love
doubled, and unable to contain them all, I felt the need to pour them
out, and to be the first bearer of Jesus to creatures, even at the cost
of great sacrifices. But, what am I saying – sacrifices? When one
really loves, sacrifices and pains are refreshments; they are reliefs
and outpourings of the love that one possesses. Oh! my child, if you do
not experience the good of sacrifice, if you do not feel how it brings
the most intimate joys, it is a sign that the divine love does not fill
all your soul, and therefore that the Divine Will does not reign as
Queen in you. It alone gives such strength to the soul as to render her
invincible and capable of bearing any pain.
Place your hand upon your heart, and observe how many voids of love
there may be in it. Reflect: that secret self-esteem, that becoming
disturbed at every slightest adversity, those little attachments you
feel to things and to people, that tiredness in good, that bother caused
in you by that which is not to your liking, are equivalent to as many
voids of love in your heart; voids which, like little fevers, deprive
you of the strength and of the desire to be filled with Divine Will.
Oh! how you too will feel the refreshing and conquering virtue in your
sacrifices, if you fill these voids with love.
My child, give Me your hand now, and follow Me, because I will continue
to give you my lessons.
So I departed from Nazareth, accompanied by Saint Joseph, facing a long
journey, and crossing mountains to go visit Elisabeth in Judea, who, in
her advanced age, had miraculously become a mother. I went to her, not
to make her a simple visit, but because I burned with the desire to
bring her Jesus. The fullness of grace, of love, of light that I felt
within Me, pushed Me to bring, to multiply – to increase a hundredfold
the life of my Son in creatures.
Yes, my child, the love of Mother which I had for all men, and for you
in particular, was so great, that I felt the extreme need to give my
dear Jesus to all, so that all might possess Him and love Him. The
right of Mother, given to Me by the Fiat, enriched Me with such power as
to multiply Jesus as many times as there are creatures who want to
receive Him. This was the greatest miracle I could perform: to have
Jesus ready to give to whomever desired Him. How happy I felt.
How I wish that you too, my child, in approaching people and in making
visits, would always be the bearer of Jesus, capable of making Him
known, and yearning to make Him loved.
After several days of travel, finally I arrived in Judea, and I hastened
to the house of Elisabeth. She came to meet Me in feast. At the
greeting I gave her, marvelous phenomena occurred. My little Jesus
exulted in my womb, and fixing on little John in the womb of his mother
with the rays of His Divinity, He sanctified him, gave him the use of
reason, and made known to him that He was the Son of God. And John
leaped so vigorously with love and with joy that Elisabeth felt shaken.
She too, touched by the light of the Divinity of my Son, recognized that
I had become the Mother of God; and in the emphasis of her love,
trembling with gratitude, she exclaimed: “Whence comes to me so much
honor, that the Mother of my Lord should come to me?”
I did not deny the highest mystery; rather, I humbly confirmed it.
Praising God with the song of the Magnificat – sublime canticle, through
which the Church continuously honors Me – I announced that the Lord had
done great things in Me, His handmaid, and that because of this, all
peoples would call Me blessed.
My child, I felt devoured with the desire to pour out the flames of love
that consumed Me, and to reveal my secret to Elisabeth, who also longed
for the Messiah to come upon earth. A secret is a need of the heart
which, irresistibly, is revealed to persons who are capable of
understanding each other.
Who can ever tell you how much good my visit brought to Elisabeth, to
John, and to their whole household? Each one remained sanctified,
filled with gladness, felt unusual joys, and comprehended things
unheard-of. And John, in particular, received all the graces which were
necessary for him, to prepare himself to be the precursor of my Son.
Dearest child, the Divine Will does great and unheard-of things wherever
It reigns. If I worked many prodigies, it was because It had Its royal
place in Me. If you let the Divine Will reign in your soul, you too
will become the bearer of Jesus to creatures – you too will feel the
irresistible need to give Him to all.
The soul:
Holy Mama, how I thank You for your beautiful lessons. I feel that they
have such power over me as to make me yearn continuously to live in the
Divine Will. But so that I may obtain this grace – come, descend into
my soul together with Jesus; renew for me the visit you made to St.
Elisabeth and the prodigies You worked for her. Ah! yes, my Mama, bring
me Jesus – sanctify me. With Jesus I will be able to do His Most Holy
Will.
Little Sacrifice:
To honor Me, you will recite the Magnificat three
times, in thanksgiving for the visit I made to St. Elisabeth.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Holy Mama, visit my soul, and prepare in it a worthy dwelling for the
Divine Will.
Additional lesson 2 of 6
Day Twenty-three (a)
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Here sounds the First Hour of Sorrow. Heroism in submitting the Infant Jesus to the Harsh Cut of Circumcision.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Divine Mama, your love calls me powerfully to You, because You want to
let me share in your joys and in your sorrows, to enclose them in my
heart as pledge of your love and of that of little Baby Jesus, that I
may comprehend how much You have loved me, and how obliged I am to
imitate You, keeping the model of your lives to make a perfect copy of
them. And You, holy Mama, help me, that I may be able to imitate You.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Dearest child, how I long for your company, to tell you our story of
love and of sorrow. Company renders joys more sweet, tender and dear,
and sorrow is mitigated and compensated by the company of the one who
loves us.
Now, you must know that only eight days had passed from the birth of the
Divine Infant. Everything was feast and happiness; the very Creation,
taking a festive attitude, celebrated the Baby Creator. But duty
interrupted our joys, because in those times there was a law that all
firstborn sons were to undergo the harsh cut of circumcision. My Heart
of Mother bled with sorrow in having to submit my dear Son, my Life, my
own Creator, to such a bitter pain. Oh! how I would have wanted to take
His place. But the Supreme Volition imposed Itself on my love, and
giving Me heroism, commanded Me to circumcise the Child God. My child,
you cannot comprehend how much it cost Me; but the Divine Fiat won, and
I obeyed, united with Saint Joseph. In mutual agreement, we had my dear
Son circumcised. At the painful cut, I felt my Heart being torn, and I
cried. Saint Joseph cried, and my dear Baby sobbed, and His pain was
such that He shivered, and looking at me, He sought help in Me. What an
hour of pain and of spasm for the three of us. It was such that, more
than sea, it engulfed all creatures, to bring to them the first pledge
and the very life of my Son, in order to place them in safety.
Now, blessed child, you must know that this cut enclosed profound
mysteries: first, it was the seal that impressed in the little Humanity
of the Celestial Baby His brotherhood with the whole human family; and
the Blood that He shed was the first disbursement before Divine Justice
in order to ransom all human generations. The dear Baby was innocent,
He was not obliged to the law; but He wanted to submit Himself – first,
to give the example; and then, to infuse trust, courage, and say to
all: “Do not fear; I am a little brother of yours, similar to you. Let
us love one another, and I will place you all in safety; I will bring
you all to my Celestial Father, as my dear brothers.”
My child, what an example the Celestial Baby gives: He, who is the
Author of the law, obeys the law. He is born only eight days ago, and
He makes it a duty for Himself, and submits Himself to the harsh cut of
circumcision; an indelible cut – as indelible as the union He came to
form with degraded humanity. This says that sanctity is in doing one’s
own duty, in the observance of the laws, and in fulfilling the Divine
Will. Sanctity without duty does not exist. It is duty that places
order, harmony, and the seal on sanctity.
Furthermore, my child, you must know that as Adam withdrew from the
Divine Will, after his brief life of innocence, his human will remained
wounded, more than by a deadly knife, and through this wound entered sin
and passions. He lost the beautiful day of the Divine Will, and
degraded himself so much as to arouse pity. And my dear Son, after the
joys of His birth, wanted to be circumcised, so that this, His wound,
might heal the wound that Adam did to himself by doing his own will; and
with His Blood, He prepared for him the bath to wash him of all his
sins, to fortify Him, to embellish him, in such a way as to render him
worthy to receive again that Divine Will he had rejected, which formed
his sanctity and his happiness. Child, there was not one work or pain
that He suffered, which did not seek to reorder again the Divine Will in
the creatures. Therefore, in all circumstances, even painful and
humiliating, may you take to heart doing the Divine Will in everything,
because they are the raw material in which It hides in order to operate
in the creature, so as to let her acquire Its Life acting in the
creature.
Now, dearest child, in so much sorrow, the most beautiful joy arises,
such as to stop our tears. As He was circumcised, we gave Him the Most
Holy Name of Jesus, wanted by the Angel. In pronouncing this Most Holy
Name, the joy, the contentment, was such as to sweeten our sorrow. More
so, since in this Name, whoever wanted to, would find balm for his
pains, the defense in dangers, the victory in temptations, the hand so
as not to fall into sin, the medicine for all his evils. This Most Holy
Name of Jesus makes hell tremble; the Angels revere It, and It sounds
sweet to the ear of the Celestial Father. Before this Name, all bow
down and adore. Powerful Name, holy Name, great Name; whoever invokes
It with faith will feel the marvels, the miraculous secret of the virtue
of this Most Holy Name.
Now, my child, I recommend to you: pronounce this Name, “Jesus”,
always. When you see that your human will, weak, vacillating, hesitates
in doing the Divine, the Name of Jesus will make it rise again for you
in the Divine Fiat. If you are oppressed, call upon Jesus; if you work,
call upon Jesus; if you sleep, call upon Jesus; and when you wake up,
may your first word be “Jesus”. Call Him always; it is a Name that
contains seas of grace, but which He gives to those who call Him and
love Him.
The soul to her Queen:
Celestial Mama, how I must thank You for the beautiful lessons You have
given me. O please! I pray You, inscribe them in my heart, that I may
never forget them. And I pray You to give the bath of the Blood of the
Celestial Baby to my soul, that It may heal the wounds of my human will
to enclose in them the Divine; and I pray You to write over each wound,
as guard, the Most Holy Name of Jesus.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will do five acts of love to the Most Holy Name
of Jesus, and will compassionate Me in the sorrow I suffered in the
circumcision of my Son Jesus.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
My Mama, write “Jesus” inside my heart, that He may give me the grace to
live of Divine Will.
Additional
lesson 3 of 6
Day Twenty-three (b)[6]
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
She leaves Bethlehem. The Divine Fiat calls Her to the Heroic
Sacrifice of offering Baby Jesus for the Salvation of Mankind. The
Purification.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Holy Mama, here I am close to You, to accompany You to the Temple, where
You go to make the greatest of sacrifices – to place the life of the
Celestial Infant at the mercy of each creature, that they may use it to
reach safety and to be sanctified. But, ah! sorrow – many will use it
to offend Him, and even to become lost. O please! my Mama, place little
Jesus in my heart, and I promise You, I swear, to love Him always, and
to keep Him as the life of my poor heart.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Dearest child, how happy I am to have you close to Me. My maternal
Heart feels the need to pour out my love and to confide to you my
secrets. Be attentive to my lessons, and listen to Me. You must know
that for forty days now, we have been in this grotto of Bethlehem, the
first home of my Son down here; but, how many wonders in this grotto!
The Celestial Infant, in an ardor of love, descended from Heaven to
earth; He was conceived, was born, and felt the need to pour out this
love; so, each breath, heartbeat and motion, was an outpouring of love
that He made. Each tear, wail and moan, was an outpouring of love.
Even His feeling numb with cold, His tiny little lips, livid and
shivering – were all outpourings of love that He made; and He looked for
His Mama in whom to deposit this love, which He could no longer contain;
and I was prey to His love. So, I felt Myself being wounded
continuously, and I felt my dear little One palpitating, breathing,
moving within my maternal Heart. I felt Him crying, moaning and
wailing, and I remained inundated by the flames of His love. The
circumcision had already opened deep gashes in Me, into which He poured
so much love that I felt Queen and Mother of love. I felt enraptured in
seeing that in each pain, tear and motion that my sweet Jesus made, He
looked for and called upon His Mama, as dear refuge of His acts and of
His life. Who can tell you, my child, what passed between Me and the
Celestial Baby during these forty days? The repetition of His acts
together with Me, His tears, His pains, His love, were as though
transfused together, and whatever He did, I did.
Now, after the completion of the forty days, the dear Baby, drowned more
than ever in His love, wanted to obey the law and present Himself to the
Temple to offer Himself for the salvation of each one. It was the
Divine Will that called us to the great sacrifice, and we promptly
obeyed. My child, this Divine Fiat, when It finds promptness in doing
what It wants, places at the creature’s disposal Its divine strength,
Its sanctity, Its creative power to multiply that act, that sacrifice,
for all and for each one. In that sacrifice It places the little coin
of infinite value, with which one can pay and satisfy for all.
It was the first time that your Mama and Saint Joseph went out together
with the little Child Jesus. All Creation recognized Its Creator, and
felt honored at having Him in their midst; and assuming the attitude of
feast, they accompanied us along the way. As we arrived at the Temple,
we prostrated ourselves and adored the Supreme Majesty; and then we
placed Him in the arms of the priest, who was Simeon, who made of Him an
offering to the Eternal Father – offering Him for the salvation of all.
And while he offered Him, inspired by God, he recognized the Divine
Word, and exulting with immense joy, he adored and thanked the dear
Baby. After the offering, he assumed the attitude of prophet, and
predicted all my sorrows. Oh! how the Supreme Fiat, painfully, made my
maternal Heart feel, with vibrating sound, the mournful tragedy of all
the pains which my Divine Son was to suffer. Each word was a sharp
sword that pierced Me. But what pierced my Heart the most was to hear
that this Celestial Infant would be not only the salvation, but also the
ruin of many, and the target of contradictions. What pain! What
sorrow! If the Divine Will had not sustained Me, I would have died
instantly of pure pain. But It gave Me life, to begin to form in Me the
Kingdom of Sorrows within the Kingdom of Its very Divine Will. So, with
the right of Mother which I had over all, I acquired also the right of
Mother and Queen of all Sorrows. Oh! yes, with my sorrows, I acquired
the little coin with which to pay the debts of my children, and also
those of the ungrateful children.
Now, my child, you must know that through the light of the Divine Will
that reigned in Me, I already knew all the sorrows I was to suffer – and
even more than those which the holy prophet told me. Rather, I can say
that he prophesied to Me the sorrows which were to come to Me from the
outside, but he said not a word about my interior pains which would
pierce Me more, and the interior pains between Me and my Son. But in
spite of this, in that act, so solemn, of the offering of my Son, in
hearing them being repeated to Me, I felt so pierced that my Heart bled,
and new veins of sorrow and deep gashes opened in my soul.
Now, listen to your Mama: in your pains, in the sorrowful encounters
which are not lacking for you either, when you know that the Divine Will
wants some sacrifice of you – be ready, do not lose heart, but rather,
repeat quickly the dear and sweet Fiat – that is: “Whatever You want, I
want”. And with heroic love, let the Divine Will take Its royal place
in your pains, that It may convert them for you into the little coin of
infinite value, with which you will be able to pay your debts, and also
those of your brothers, to ransom them from the slavery of the human
will, so as to make them enter, as free children, into the Kingdom of
the Divine Fiat. In fact, you must know that the Divine Will is so
pleased by the sacrifice wanted by It from the creature, that It gives
her Its divine rights, and constitutes her queen of the sacrifice and of
the good that will arise in the midst of creatures.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Holy Mama, in your pierced Heart I place all my pains; and You know how
much they afflict me. O please! be my Mama, and pour the balm of your
sorrows into my heart, that I may share your same destiny of using my
pains as the cortege of Jesus, to keep Him defended and sheltered from
all offenses, and as the sure means to conquer the Kingdom of the Divine
Will, and make It come to reign upon earth.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come into my arms, that I may offer you,
together with my Son, to the Celestial Father, in order to obtain the
Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Holy Mama, pour your sorrow into my soul, and convert all my pains into
Will of God.
Additional
lesson 4 of 6
Day Twenty-three (c) [7]
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
A New Star, with Its Sweet Twinkling, calls the Magi to adore
Jesus. The Epiphany.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Here I am again, Holy Mama, on your maternal knees. The sweet Baby whom
You hold to your breast and your enrapturing beauty bind me in such a
way that I cannot move away from You. But today your appearance is even
more beautiful. It seems to me that the sorrow of the circumcision has
rendered You more beautiful. Your sweet gaze looks far away to see
whether people dear to You are coming, because You feel the yearning of
wanting to make Jesus known. I will not move from your knees, so that I
too may listen to your beautiful lessons, and may come to know Him and
love Him more.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Dearest child, you are right in saying that you see Me as more
beautiful. You must know that when I saw my Son circumcised and His
Blood pouring from His wound, I loved that Blood, that wound, and I
became Mother twice: Mother of my Son, and Mother of His Blood and of
His crude pain. So, I acquired a double right of Maternity before the
Divinity – a double right of graces for Myself and for all mankind.
This is why you see Me as more beautiful.
My child, how beautiful it is to do good, to suffer in peace for love of
the One who created us. This binds the Divinity to the creature, and
gives her so much, of graces and of love, to the point of drowning her.
This love and these graces do not know how to remain idle, but want to
run and give themselves to all, to make known the One who has given so
much. This is why I felt the need to make my Son known.
Now, my blessed child, the Divinity, which can deny nothing to one who
loves It, makes a new star, more beautiful and luminous, arise under the
azure heavens; and with its light, it goes in search of adorers, to say
to the whole world, with its mute twinkling: “The One who has come to
save you is born. Come to adore Him and to know Him as your Savior.”
But – human ingratitude! – among many, only three individuals paid
attention, and heedless of the sacrifices, put themselves on the way to
follow the star. And just as a star guided their persons along the
journey, so did my prayers, my love, my yearnings, my graces – for I
wanted to make known the Celestial Baby, the Awaited One from all
centuries – descend into their hearts like many stars, illumine their
minds, guide their interiors, in such a way that, without yet knowing
Him, they felt that they loved the One whom they were looking for, and
they hastened their steps in order to reach and see Him, whom they so
much loved.
My dearest child, my Heart of Mother rejoiced at the faithfulness,
correspondence and sacrifice of these Magi Kings, to come to know and
adore my Son. But I cannot hide from you a secret sorrow of mine:
among many, only three. And in the history of the centuries, how many
times is this sorrow of mine and this human ingratitude not repeated!
My Son and I do nothing but make stars arise, one more beautiful than
the other, to call some to know their Creator, some to sanctity, some to
rise again from sin, some to the heroism of a sacrifice. But do you
want to know what these stars are? A sorrowful encounter is a star; a
truth that one comes to know is a star; a love unrequited by other
creatures is a star; a setback, a pain, a disillusion, an unexpected
fortune, are as many stars that shed light in the minds of creatures.
And caressing them, they want to make them find the Celestial Infant,
who fidgets with love, and shivering with cold, wants a refuge in their
hearts to make Himself known and loved. But, alas, I who hold Him in my
arms, wait in vain for the stars to bring Me creatures, in order to
place Him in their hearts, and my Maternity is constrained, hindered.
And while I am the Mother of Jesus, I am prevented from being the Mother
of all, because they are not around Me, they do not look for Jesus; the
stars hide, and they remain in the Jerusalems of the world, without
Jesus. What sorrow, my child, what sorrow! It takes correspondence,
faithfulness, sacrifice, to follow the stars; and if the Sun of the
Divine Will rises in the soul – how much attention does it not take.
Otherwise, one remains in the darkness of the human will.
Now, my child, as the holy Magi Kings entered Jerusalem, they lost the
star, but in spite of this they did not stop looking for Jesus.
However, as they went outside the city, the star reappeared and led
them, festive, into the grotto of Bethlehem. I received them with love
of Mother, and the dear Baby looked at them with great love and majesty,
letting His Divinity shine forth from His little Humanity. And so,
bowing down, they knelt at His feet, adoring and contemplating that
celestial beauty; they recognized Him as true God, and remained
enraptured, ecstatic, while enjoying Him; so much so, that the Celestial
Baby had to withdraw His Divinity into His Humanity, otherwise they
would have remained there, without being able to move from His divine
feet.
Then, as they came round from their rapture, in which they offered the
gold of their souls, the incense of their belief and adoration, the
myrrh of their whole beings and of any sacrifice He might want of them,
they added the external offering and gifts, symbol of their interior
acts: gold, incense and myrrh. But my love of Mother was not yet
content; I wanted to place the sweet Baby in their arms, and – oh! with
how much love they kissed Him and pressed Him to their breasts. They
felt paradise in advance within them. With this, my Son bound all the
gentile nations to the knowledge of the true God, and placed the goods
of Redemption, the return to faith of all peoples, in common for all.
He constituted Himself King of the rulers; and with the weapons of His
love, of His pains and of His tears, ruling over everything, He called
the Kingdom of His Will upon earth. And I, your Mama, wanted to be the
first Apostle. I instructed them, I told them the story of my Son – His
ardent love; I recommended that they make Him known to all, and taking
the first place of Mother and Queen of all the Apostles, I blessed them,
I had them blessed by the dear Baby, and, happy and in tears, they
departed again for their regions. I did not leave them; I accompanied
them with maternal affection, and to repay them, I let them feel Jesus
in their hearts. How happy they were! You must know that only when I
see that my Son has the dominion, the possession, and forms His
perennial dwelling in the hearts that search for Him and love Him – then
do I feel a true Mother.
Now a little word to you, my child: if you want Me to act as your true
Mother, let me place Jesus in your heart. You will make Him happy with
your love; you will nourish Him with the food of His Will, because He
takes no other food; You will clothe Him with the sanctity of your
works. And I will come into your heart, I will raise my dear Son again
together with you, and will perform the office of Mother for you and for
Him; in this way I will feel the pure joys of my maternal fecundity.
You must know that anything which does not begin from Jesus, who is
inside the heart – be they even the most beautiful external works – can
never please Me, because they are empty of the life of my dear Son.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Holy Mama, how I must thank You for wanting to place the Celestial Baby
into my heart – how happy I am. O please! I pray You to hide me under
your mantle, that I may see nothing but the Baby who is inside my heart;
and forming of all my being one single act of love of Divine Will, I may
make Him grow so much, to the point of filling myself completely with
Jesus, and nothing may be left of me but the veil that hides Him.
Little Sacrifice:
Today, to honor Me, you will come three times to kiss the Celestial
little One, giving Him the gold of your will, the incense of your
adorations, the myrrh of your pains; and you will pray Me to enclose Him
in your heart.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Celestial Mama, enclose me within the wall of the Divine Will, that I
may nourish my dear Jesus.
Additional
lesson 5 of 6
Day Twenty-five (a)[8]
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Visit to the Temple. Mary, Model of Prayer. Loss of Jesus. Joys and Sorrows.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Holy Mama, your maternal love calls me to You with ever more powerful
voice. I see You now all busy, ready to leave Nazareth. My Mama, do
not leave me, take me with You, and I will listen attentively to the
rest of your sublime lessons.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
Beloved child, your company and the care you show in listening to my
celestial lessons in order to imitate Me are the purest joys you can
procure for my maternal Heart. I delight because I am able to share
with you the immense riches of my inheritance. Turning your gaze now to
Jesus, now to Me, pay attention to Me; I will narrate to you an episode
of my life which, though it had a consoling outcome, was yet most
painful to Me. Imagine that if the Divine Will had not given Me
continuous and new sips of strength and of grace, I would have died of
pure spasm.
We continued to spend our lives in the quiet little house of Nazareth,
and my dear Son grew in grace and in wisdom. He was charming because of
the sweetness and the gentleness of His voice, the sweet enchantment of
His eyes, the loveliness of His whole person. Yes, my Son was truly
beautiful, immensely beautiful!
He had recently reached the age of twelve, when we went
to Jerusalem according to custom, in order to solemnize the Passover. We
set out on the journey – He, Saint Joseph and I. Very often, as we
proceeded, devout and recollected, my Jesus would break the silence and
speak to us now of His Celestial Father, now of the immense love for
souls which He felt in His Heart.
Once in Jerusalem, we went directly to the Temple, and as we arrived, we
prostrated ourselves with our faces to the ground, we adored God
profoundly, and prayed for a long time. Our prayer was so fervent and
recollected as to open the Heavens, draw and bind the Celestial Father,
and therefore hasten the reconciliation between Him and men.
Now, my child, I want to confide to you a pain that tortures Me.
Unfortunately, there are many who go to church to pray, but the prayer
that they direct to God remains on their lips, because their hearts and
minds flee far away from Him. How many go to church out of pure habit,
or to spend time uselessly. They close Heaven, instead of opening It.
And how numerous are the irreverences committed in the house of God!
How many scourges would be spared in the world, and how many
chastisements would convert into graces, if all souls strived to imitate
our example.
Only the prayer that springs from a soul in whom the Divine Will reigns,
acts in an irresistible way over the Heart of God. It is so powerful as
to conquer Him, and to obtain the greatest graces from Him. Therefore,
take care to live in the Divine Will, and your Mama, who loves you, will
give to your prayer the rights of Her powerful intercession.
After we had fulfilled our duty in the Temple and celebrated the Passover,
we prepared to return toNazareth. In the confusion of the crowd, we
were separated; I remained with the women, and Joseph joined the men. I
looked around to see whether my dear Jesus had come with Me, but not
seeing Him, I thought He had remained with his father Joseph. But what
was not the surprise and the consternation I felt when, as we arrived at
the place at which we were to reunite, I did not see Him at his side.
Unaware of what had happened, we felt such fright and such pain that we
both remained mute. Overcome with sorrow, we went back hurriedly,
anxiously asking those whom we met: “O please! tell us if you have seen
Jesus, our Son, for we cannot live without Him.” And, crying, we would
describe His features: “He is all lovable; His beautiful azure eyes
sparkle with light and speak to the heart; His gaze strikes, enraptures,
enchains; His forehead is majestic; His face is beautiful, of an
enchanting beauty; His most sweet voice descends deep into the heart and
sweetens all bitternesses; His hair, curly and like finest gold, renders
Him striking and charming. All is majesty, dignity, sanctity in Him.
He is the most beautiful among the sons of men.”
But in spite of all our searching, nobody was able to tell us anything.
The sorrow I felt became so sharp as to make Me cry bitterly, and to
open, at each instant, deep gashes in my soul, which caused Me true
spasms of death.
Dear child, if Jesus was my Son, He was also my God; therefore my sorrow
was all in the divine order – that is, so powerful and immense as to
surpass all other possible torments together. If the Fiat which I
possessed had not sustained Me continuously with Its divine strength, I
would have died of dismay.
Seeing that no one was able to give us news, I anxiously questioned the
Angels who surrounded Me: “But, tell Me, where is my beloved Jesus?
Where should I direct my steps in order to find Him? Ah! Tell Him I can
endure no more; bring Him to Me – into my arms, upon your wings. O
please! my Angels, have pity on my tears, help Me – bring Me Jesus.”
In the meantime, as every search had turned out in vain, we returned
to Jerusalem. After three days of most bitter sighs, of tears, of
anxieties and fears, we entered the Temple. I was all eyes and looked
everywhere, when, finally, as though overcome with jubilation, I saw my
Son in the midst of the doctors of the law. He was speaking with such
wisdom and majesty as to make those who were listening remain enraptured
and amazed. Upon merely seeing Him, I felt life come back to Me, and
immediately I comprehended the secret reason of His being lost.
And now, a little word to you, dearest child. In this mystery, my Son
wanted to give to Me and to you, a sublime teaching. Could you perhaps
assume that He was ignoring what I was suffering? On the contrary, my
tears, my searching, and my sharp and intense sorrow, resounded in His
Heart. Yet, during those hours, so painful, He sacrificed to the Divine
Will His own Mama, the one whom He loves so much, in order to show Me
how I too, one day, was to sacrifice His very Life to the Supreme Will.
In this unspeakable pain, I did not forget you, my beloved one.
Thinking that it would serve as an example for you, I kept it at your
disposal, so that you too, at the appropriate time, might have the
strength to sacrifice everything to the Divine Will. As Jesus finished
speaking, we approached Him reverently, and addressed Him with a sweet
reproach: “Son, why have You done this to us?” And He, with divine
dignity, answered us: “Why were you looking for Me? Did you not know
that I have come into the world to glorify my Father?” Having
comprehended the high meaning of such answer, and adored in it the
Divine Will, we returned to Nazareth.
Child of my maternal Heart, listen: when I lost my Jesus, the pain I
felt was so very intense; yet, a second one added to this – that of your
own being lost. In fact, in foreseeing that you would go far from the
Divine Will, I felt deprived at once of the Son and of the daughter, and
therefore my Maternity suffered a double blow.
My child, when you are in the act of doing your will rather than that of
God, think that by abandoning the Divine Fiat, you are about to lose
Jesus and Me, and to fall into the kingdom of miseries and of vices.
Keep, then, your word, which you gave Me – to remain indissolubly united
to Me – and I will grant you the grace to never again let yourself be
dominated by your will, but exclusively by the Divine.
The soul:
Holy Mama, I tremble in thinking of the abysses into which my will is
capable of making me fall. Because of it, I can lose You, I can lose
Jesus, and all the celestial goods. Mama, if You do not help me, if You
do not surround me with the power of the light of the Divine Will, I
feel it is not possible for me to live of Divine Will with constancy.
Therefore I place all my hope in You, in You I trust, from You I hope
for everything. Amen.
Little Sacrifice:
You will recite three Hail
Marys to compassionate
the intense sorrow I felt during the three days in which I remained
without my Jesus.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Holy Mama, let me lose my will forever, to live only in the Divine Will.
Additional
lesson 6 of 6
Day twenty-five (b)[9]
The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.
Queen of Families, Queen of Miracles. Bond of Marriage between the Fiat and the Creature. The Wedding of Cana.
The soul to her Celestial Mother:
Holy Mama, here I am together with You and with sweet Jesus, to be
present at a new wedding, to see its prodigies and comprehend its great
mystery, and the extent of your maternal love for me and for all. O
please! Mother of mine, take my hand in yours, place me on your knees,
invest me with your love, purify my intelligence, and tell me why You
wanted to be present at this wedding.
Lesson of the Queen of Heaven:
My dearest child, my Heart is swollen with love, and I felt the need to
tell you the reason why, together with my Son Jesus, I wanted to be
present at this wedding ofCana. Do you think it was because of a simple
ceremony? No, child, there are profound mysteries. Pay attention to
Me, and I will tell you new things, and how my love of Mother was
displayed in an incredible manner, and the love of my Son gave true
signs of paternity and royalty toward creatures.
Now listen to Me: my Son had come back from the desert, and was
preparing Himself for His public life; but first He wanted to be present
at this wedding, and therefore He allowed Himself to be invited. We
went there, not to celebrate, but to work great things for the good of
the human generations. My Son took the place of Father and King in the
families, and I took the place of Mother and Queen. With Our presence
We renewed the sanctity, the beauty, the order of the marriage formed by
God in the Garden of Eden – that of Adam and Eve – married by the
Supreme Being in order to populate the earth, and to multiply and
increase the future generations. Marriage is the substance from which
the life of the generations arises; it can be called the trunk from
which the earth is populated. The priests, the religious, are the
branches; but if it were not for the trunk, not even the branches would
have life. Therefore, through sin, by withdrawing from the Divine Will,
Adam and Eve caused the family to lose sanctity, beauty and order. And
I, your Mama, the new innocent Eve, together with my Son, went to
reorder that which God did in Eden; I constituted Myself Queen of
families, and impetrated the grace that the Divine Fiat might reign in
them, to have families that would belong to Me, and I might hold the
place of Queen in their midst.
But this is not all, my child. Our love was burning, and We wanted to
make known to them how much We loved them, and to give them the most
sublime of lessons. And here is how: at the height of the lunch, wine
lacked, and my Heart of Mother felt consumed with love, wanting to give
help; and knowing that my Son can do anything, with supplicating
accents, but certain that He would listen to Me, I say to Him: “My Son,
the spouses have no more wine.” And He answers Me: “My hour to do
miracles has not yet come.” And knowing that He certainly would not
deny to Me what His Mama asked of Him, I say to those who are serving
the table: “Do whatever my Son tells you, and you will have what you
want; even more, you will receive in addition, and in superabundance.”
My child, in these few words I gave a lesson, the most useful, necessary
and sublime for creatures. I spoke with the Heart of Mother and I
said: “My children, do you want to be holy? Do the Will of my Son. Do
not move from what He tells you, and you will have His likeness, His
sanctity in your power. Do you want all evils to cease? Do whatever my
Son tells you. Do you want any grace, even difficult? Do whatever He
tells you and wants. Do you also want the necessary things of natural
life? Do whatever my Son tells you; because in His words, in everything
He tells you and wants, He encloses such power that, as He speaks, His
word contains what you ask for, and makes the graces that you want arise
within your souls. How many see themselves as full of passions, weak,
afflicted, misfortuned, miserable; yet, they pray and pray, but because
they do not do what my Son tells, they obtain nothing; Heaven seems to
be closed for them. This is a sorrow for your Mama, because I see that
while they pray, they move away from the source in which all goods
reside – the Will of my Son.
Now, those who were serving did precisely what my Son told them – that
is: “Fill the jars with water and bring them to the table.” My dear
Jesus blessed that water and it turned into delicious wine. Oh! a
thousand times blessed, the one who does what He tells and wants! With
this, my Son gave Me the greatest honor, He constituted Me Queen of
miracles; this is why He wanted my union and my prayer in doing His
first miracle. He loved Me too much – so much that He wanted to give Me
the first place of Queen also in miracles. And with facts, not with
words, He said: “If you want graces, miracles, come to my Mother; I
will never deny Her anything She wants.”
In addition to this, my child, with my presence at this wedding, I
looked at the future centuries, I saw the Kingdom of the Divine Will
upon earth, I looked at families, and I impetrated for them that they
might symbolize the love of the Sacrosanct Trinity, so that Its Kingdom
might be in full force. And with my rights of Mother and Queen, I took
to heart Its regime; and possessing the source of it, I placed at the
creatures’ disposal all the graces, the helps, the sanctity, which are
needed to live in a Kingdom so holy. And so I keep repeating: “Do
whatever my Son tells you.”
My child, listen to Me: look for nothing else, if you want to have
everything in your power, and give Me the contentment of being able to
make of you my true child, and child of the Divine Will. Then will I
take on the commitment of forming the marriage between you and the Fiat;
and acting as your true Mother, I will bind the marriage by giving you
the very Life of my Son as dowry, and my Maternity and all my virtues as
gift.
The soul:
Celestial Mama, how much I must thank You for the great love You have
for me, and because, in everything You do, You always have a thought for
me, and You prepare for me and give me such graces, that Heaven and
earth are moved and enraptured together with me; and we all say: “Thank
you! Thank you!” O please! Holy Mama, engrave within my heart your holy
words: “Do whatever my Son tells you”, so as to generate in me the life
of the Divine Will, which I so much long for and desire. And You, seal
my will, that it may always be submitted to the Divine.
Little Sacrifice:
In all our actions, let us prick up our ears to listen to our Celestial
Mama, who says to us: “Do whatever my Son tells you”, that we may do
everything in order to fulfill the Divine Will.
Ejaculatory Prayer:
Holy Mama, come into my soul, and do for me the miracle of making me
possessed by the Divine Will.
[1] See also Appendix:
Day Twenty (a).
[2] See also Appendix:
Day Twenty-three (a), Day Twenty-three (b) and Day Twenty-three (c).
[3] See also Appendix:
Day Twenty-five (a) and Twenty-five (b).
[4] This lesson
corresponds to the 17th meditation
of the book “The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will.” As
the original was not found, this lesson has been taken from that book.
It can be placed between Day Twenty and Day Twenty-one.
[5] This lesson is
original from Luisa, taken from a separate handwritten notebook. It
expands the lesson of Day 23.
[6] This lesson is
original from Luisa, taken from a separate handwritten notebook. It
expands the lesson of Day 23.
[7] This lesson is
original from Luisa, taken from a separate handwritten notebook. It
expands the lesson of Day 23.
[8] This is the 24th meditation
of the book “The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will”. As
the original was not found, this lesson has been taken from that book.
[9] This is the 25th meditation
of the book “The Queen of Heaven in the Kingdom of the Divine Will”, but
here it is according to the original from Luisa, taken from a separate
handwritten notebook.
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